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𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟛𝟟 - 𝒔𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒅

When you woke up in the morning, it must have been 12 am already, since you stayed up really late yesterday. You looked at your phone, to see a few texts and missed calls from Noah and all the memories from the night before came to your mind.

WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED. Where is Kakucho?

You asked yourself when you could have fallen asleep, because the last memory that you could recollect, was him resting on your bare chest. You figured that you must have fallen asleep somewhere through the night and he left, after snuggling your body in a blanket again, so you won't get cold. Upon standing up, you felt a little sore, but nothing a hot shower wouldn't fix, so you undressed your panties, the only thing that was left on you after last night, and hopped in the shower.

The hot water was washing away every sign of yesterdays events, all the runny makeup disappearing inside the drain of your bathtub. You enjoyed the warm water on your skin so much, you couldn't get out of the shower anymore, and wanted to stay in there forever, being cradled by the warmth standing there, the way god created you, without worrying about a thing.

After getting out, you wrapped your wet body with a towel and opened the door to let the steamy air out and look at yourself in the mirror, when you noticed the hickeys left by Kakucho on your breasts. Your cheeks heated up at the thought of him and all the things he did to you, you couldn't help but wish for it to happen again.

Y/N ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND???? He isn't seriously interested in me, he said it a couple of times now, that I'm just like any ordinary woman to him. 

You brushed away your thoughts and shook your head to get him out of your mind. While wandering to the kitchen to get a snack, you thought about the other problem you had. You needed to get out of here when Noah comes home to get his things.

How am I gonna do this? Hmpf... He will text me when he lands, so I have enough time to get out, but where do I go... It takes longer than a few hours to get all of his stuff out and he needs somewhere to live in the meantime too.. FUCK what do I do?

Needing a cigarette after eating, you put on your coat to go out in the blistering cold on your balcony to smoke and think about your next steps. You pull out a cigarette, and saw it was the very last one, so you needed to go get a new pack today, even if you didn't wanna leave and stay home for a while to get your thoughts straight. But you had to, or else you couldn't satisfy your addiction. But not now. You decided it was time for a little nap until the sun set, so nobody could see you or talk to you, that was the best thing about the nighttime anyways. Nobody bothering you after 9pm. You love that.

You awoke out of your slumber and didn't know what time or even year it was, until you checked your phone and stared at it with a shocked expression on your face.

Babe <3; 9.33pm

>>"I will be getting my furniture and stuff on monday. I will text you when I land."

I need to change his name in my contacts. Better off to block that bitch but I'm way too nice...

Wait a minute... I have to work on monday... Where do I go?

You bit your lip, thinking about what to do and where to go, with your head still drowsy from your nap earlier. But there was no conclusion in sight, so you needed a smoke right now to clear your head a little.

I know. I know what to do first.

Coming to the conclusion, you needed a little time to figure everything out, you grabbed your phone before going out to get cigarettes to get rid of one of your concerns in that moment. Work.

to Boss; 10.21pm

"Hey, I'm sorry to disturb you, but I have an emergency and need to take the next week off. I will text you for any updates. Thank you in advance. Regards, y/n"<<

Okay... so now we got that out of the way, I'll go get some cigarettes.

You slid your phone into your pocket and put in your airpods before leaving the apartment. When you went around the corner to the shop, you figured, you could get some groceries as well since you're already out here and don't really anything to eat at home anymore. You just went in and got your stuff, getting ready to pay when the cashier said something that made you turn your music down a little.

"Oh hey y/n! Did you hear about what happened here a few days back? I was on vacation and my coworker told me, there was a fight in front of the shop! Isn't that concerning?? Nobody thinks that something like this could happen right around the corner, right?"

With shock written all over your face, you just stared at him, not sure how to respond, since you witnessed it first hand and the offenders... Well, you just slept with one of them yesterday. Thoughts rushing through your mind, picking out your words carefully to not raise any suspicion.

"Yeah... that's kind of crazy, right?" Your answer was short and you hoped he didn't notice your expression, so you just smiled at him in a friendly way and prayed he would let you go sooner than later.

His response was only a nod and he wished you a good night, when you went out the door, a heavy sigh leaving your lips, thanking the universe he didn't talk any more about that incident. You turned around the corner to the street that had only one working street light, a few minutes from your apartment and pulled out your phone to change the song that was playing.

Fully concentrated on your playlist and what you wanted to listen to, you scrolled down searching for a specific song, when you suddenly felt something brushing your cheek.

Faster than you could react, a hand was put on your mouth, when you tried to scream for help, but nothing came out, choked by the hand pressing your mouth shut. Your grocery bag fell to the ground and all the items scattered all over the place. You tried to look around to see anything that could tell who this person could be that was now forcing you inside an alleyway, still muffling screams through the tight grip on your mouth. Your eyes panned around the area, searching for help, but there was no one there.

"Ssshh, no need to panic, my dear.. ♡" You heard a husky voice whisper in your ear from behind you, his breath hitting your cheeks while you were shaking, trying to escape.