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🔞 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟟𝟛 - 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 🔞

The words he said still lingered in your mind, but his kisses and his touch was distracting you so good you forgot what you were about to say, so you just continued giving into it, and let it devour you. After a while he whispered something against your sealed lips, that almost made you tear up, even if all the water in your body must have been cried out by now.

„I promise, you won't be alone princess.", his breathy whisper against your lips was almost turning into nothing with the splashing of the shower beside you.

There it was again.

PROMISE.

I promise.

Why is everyone promising things, that they can't fulfill?

Noah promised to be by your side.

But he wasn't. He hurt you.

You promised Liam you would be safe and happy.

But you weren't. You were still in pain.

Your parents promised to take care of you, no matter what happened.

But they didn't. They threw you away after you had to experience betrayal for the first and most painful time in your life.

You brushed away the thoughts that took over your mind and began to pour out more demanding kisses at Kakucho, pushing your body against his, only to distract your thoughts and stay in the intimate moment you just shared. „Please keep it. I can't deal with any more broken promises.", you sniffed against his lips, while tears fell down your cheeks as you were cupping his jaw with your hands, crashing on his lips once again. He let you have a little space to breathe and as you gained your composure again, your hands travelled down his chest, to his abs and down around his waist.

He slid you down, so you were standing again and lifted your leg up to rest it on his, which was now propped up on the edge of the bathtub. You held onto his waist, while leaning against the wet tiles with your back, still responding to his kisses with returning them, slipping your tongue inside his lips, biting them occasionally a little. He glided his hands down your body down to your sensitive area, and started playing with your clit as you took his length in your hands and started pumping it slowly and gently. A few quiet moans were exchanged between your lips brushing against eachother in anticipation and delight from both of your touches.

As a louder moan escaped your lips, he shut you up quickly with another slip of his tongue between your lips, and you continued to moan against skin as he slid two of his fingers inside of you to start thrusting slowly. He was now making you yelp in pleasure, as you were still pumping his cock with both of your hands, until he slipped out of you and guided your hands to his shoulders and put them around the back of his neck, which you gladly let him do, before you pulled him closer.

You both were already out of breath but the looks that you were throwing at eachother were telling more than words could ever say. The heavy panting turned into a deep rumble on his side and a shriek on yours as he pushed himself inside you. He slowly began to glide in and out while his hand was gripping your thigh resting on his foot, while you were shifting down to fit it in all the way, matching up with his pace. You were arching your back towards him, when he sped up a little, pushing you down more and more, until he was thrusting into you with rapid jolts against the tiled wall, his tongue tracing your collarbone, up to your lips, kissing you in between the moans.

He groaned as he set down his foot and picked you up, snaking your legs around his hips again, to get better access to thrust even deeper. His kisses got more sloppy as he picked up the speed from before again, pushing you against the wall with the hard thrusts that were sending shivers down your spine because of the intensity. His moans got louder, and his breathing got heavier and faster with your head resting on his shoulder, panting against the hot wet skin of his body.

„I..", he groaned in between his thrusts, „..hope.. I'm.. distracting-.. you... in.. all the.. right.. ways..", he was breathily moaning and had to concentrate on talking, but you were no better, you were just enjoying what he was doing right at that moment. You hurriedly nodded and he deepened his pushes against your walls once again, making you bite down on the skin between his shoulder and neck as a loud grunt left your lips.

He was startled by your sudden bite but it suddenly made him even more mad about you, and with the next few intense thrusts against your squirming body he could feel his climax coming up as his hands gripped onto your body even tighter, pushing it against his. You could feel him releasing his load inside of you while your legs began shaking around his hips from the pleasure it was withstanding, you were feeling lightheaded and at the moment you felt your high rolling over you, you clawed his skin with your nails, digging into the muscles underneath, from the force that your orgasm came over you, as your whole body was twitching and you were panting against his skin, trying to catch your breath again.

„You're actually.. a really good ... distraction.", you huffed out between a few deep breaths as he set you down into the bathtub again, and let your lips slide across his cheek to meet his again for one last time. You stepped out of the tub and wrapped a towel around your body, before you reached out to him, also handing him a towel with a small smile gracing your lips, so he could dry off as well.

You sat down on your bed, watching him get out of the bathroom with the water droplets still dripping down his dark wet hair. He went to put on his pants, but you interrupted him with such a soft voice he claimed he never heard from you before. „Can you stay here tonight? You can leave early tomorrow, I have to work anyway so...", you pleaded out to him, who was just standing there with one leg already in his pants, when he slid out of it again. „Sure. I promised, right?" The smile that was tugging on the corners of his lips was not one of happiness, more so one of relief. Because he didn't want to go either. He wanted to stay.

So he sat down next to you and pulled up the covers until you slid underneath and you both snuggled up tightly, your face buried in his chest and his chin resting on the top of your head.

He silently kissed your hair and you both fell into a deep sleep only a few minutes into being cuddled up to eachothers naked bodies.