Amidst the Lies (Higuera Series #2)

Kabanata 21

Kabanata 21

Inebriated

I didn't lay my eyes on him again. I remain silent finishing my food. As the minutes passed, my mind grew increasingly restless. The bustling chatter around me seemed distant and muffled, as I couldn't shake off the the thought if him.

I could feel his gaze on me, but I didn't give in and stare back. Instead, I focused on maintaining a composed demeanor, not wanting to reveal any vulnerability or interest. It was a subtle power play between us, a silent battle of wills. As his gaze lingered, I silently reminded myself to stay strong and not let his scrutiny affect me.

If his here to put me in jail, then I won't run anymore I'm tired of running. I'll just beg if I have to and besides it's been six years hindi pa ba siya nakaka move on?

Lumingon ako bahagya at pinagmasdan siya . Hapit na hapit ang puting t-shirt sa kanyang katawan. His body matured, His appearance became more refined, with a defined jawline and prominent features. His muscles became even more pronounced, a well-toned physique.

Some of the teachers went and talk with him. I saw how his smile widened when the pretty woman came and shook hands with him. As they spoke, I could see his excitement and enthusiasm for what she had to say.

My brow arched.

Agad akong umiwas ng tingin nang makita kong lumingon siya sa direksyon ko. Nagpalipas pa ako ng ilang minuto bago tumingin ulit sa kanya. Now his only talking to the owner. I couldn't help but notice that his hands were empty, devoid of any ring.

Had he taken it off intentionally?Afraid it might get lost? O baka naman ginawang kwintas para hindi talaga mawala.

Kung ako ang asawa niya iiwan ko siya. His pretending to be single. A big red flag

Napaiwas ako ng tingin nang magtama ang aming mga mata.

Maliit lang ang atraso ko para kimkimin niya hanggang ngayon. Walang kumakalat na balita tungkol sa amin. Pinigilan nila ito bago pa sumabog. Yes, I've burned their time and money for a stupid thing, but it was six years ago. Flowers already died and some bloomed again. Life goes on, and he should too. It might be best for everyone to  let go of the resentment and focus on the future. I will beg for an apology again if it's the only way to let go of that past.

Kung ano man ang dahilan kung bakit siya nandito ay wala na dapat sa akin yun. If he confronts me and drags me to jail, I will just beg for forgiveness. I'll plead my case and explain the circumstances that led me to make that mistake. I'll promise him to rectify my actions and prove that I am capable of change. I'll even work tirelessly to make amends from my wrongdoing. Even if it cost me a lifetime of apologizing I'll do it.

Mas mabuti na rin iyon para magpatuloy kami sa sarili naming buhay. I wanted to live my years in this world without the baggage of the past weighing in my shoulders. I yearned for a fresh start, where I could embrace each day with a renewed sense of purpose and seize every opportunity that came my way.

Gagawin ko ang lahat para iwan na niya ang galit niya sa akin.

Binalik ko ang aking cardigan at niyakap ang sarili. Viena stood up to get more food and so is David. Naiwan akong mag isa sa table. Inabala ko nalang ang sarili sa pag review.

Sinandal ko ang aking pisngi sa aking kamay at bumuntong hininga. Parang ngayon lang ako naka ramdam ng pagod. Sinirado ko ang notebook at sumandal sa upoan.

Umuwi rin kami matapos nilang kumain. It bug me the whole night dahilan para hindi ako maka ramdam nang gutom.

Pinilit ko na lang magfocus sa pag-aaral para hindi ko siya isipin magdamag.