Guilty
"Deniiiiise!" Ashley shouted as she saw me. Lahat sila naka-upo dun sa may sofa na part. Ashley hugged me tapos nakipag-beso ako with the others. Including Krisha and Josiah.
"Buti nakadating ka kala ko di ka na naman magpapakita eh" natatawang sabi ni Pierre na agad binatukan ni Ashley.
"Ano bang sinasabe mo dyan! Nako Denise wag mo nga pansinin tong si Pierre tss so buti nga nakadating ka!" Umupo na ko sa tabi ni Ezra and Trisha tapos umorder muna kaming lahat then yun nagkakwentuhan lang.
"By the way Denise, your boyfriend is pretty cool huh." Napatingin ako kay Pierre na nag-brought up ng topic about Kevin.
"Uhm yeah thanks haha" sabi ko tapos sumabat si Ezra.
"Pasado naman siya sa amin. Isama-sama mo siya minsan pag gagala tayo or something para naman matignan namen kung safe ka sa kanya" i slighlty blushed when I heard that 'pasado naman siya sa amin'. Ano ba naman tong si Ezra haha.
"Well let's try, he's a busy person kase uhm you know CEO" sabi ko tapos tumango-tango sila.
"Grabe bigtime boyfriend mo ah sabagay deserve mo naman mga ganong type! Haha pero nako ha saktan ka lang non nako talaga nako!" Natawa kaming lahat sa sinabe ni Jacob. They asked me more about Kevin and it's so awkward kase nakatingin all the time saken si Josiah though kinakausap siya ni Krisha.
"Thank you guys. Na-miss ko talaga kayo" sabi ko then nagkaroon pa ng group hug. I love these people so much. Suddenly my phone beeps.
"So saan na kayo lumipat ng bahay Denise?" Bigla akong kinabahan sa tanong ni Ezra. I live in Kevin's house. I mean I live in the house na regalo samen ng parents ni Kev at parents ko. God will I really tell them?
"Uhm a subdivision near Southcrest" sabi ko and they nod.
"Oh really? Pwede ba tayo pumunta sa inyo Denise? I missed tita" sabi ni Ashley and nag-agree ang barkada at agad akong kinabahan. Oh no. What should I say.
"Guys hindi ba pwedeng next time nalang? Masyadong biglaan" Nakahinga ako ng maluwag nung si Trisha ang nagsalita para saken. God thank you for Trisha!
"Dati naman laging biglaan pagpunta naten kila tita ah?" Tanong naman ni Matt. Daaamn it's true. They can go to our house whenever they want. But it's not the same. I live in a house with Kevin, not with my parents.
"It's late na ata tsaka nakakahiya kay Kevin. Na-mention saken ni Denise kanina na susunduin daw siya ni Kevin kase they're going somewhere right Denise?" I looked at my friends na kasalukuyang nakatingin saken then I looked at Trisha.
"Uhm yeah guys sorry, maybe next time?" They all nod and tumingin ako kay Trisha and mouthed her 'thank you'. She's my savior. Speaking of Kevin, my phone beeps and I got a message from him.
From: Kevin
Den text me if you need me to pick you up okay? Take care.
To: Kevin
I was just about text you, if it's okay please do pick me up. I'll call you I need to tell you something.
I sent it at agad tumunog ang phone ko. Kevin's calling me. What a quick man.
"Excuse guys" i said and left the table at lumabas muna para sagutin yung tawag ni Kevin.
"Hello Den, is everything okay?" He asked me as I answered the phone. I sighed and tell him everything.
"Okay then, that will be easy. I'll be there in 20 minutes or less I guess, you take care. Bye." What's with this abnormal beating of my heart?
"Yeah I will. Ingat ka papunta dito and thank you. Bye" Then he hang up. My heart still beating abnormally. Am I sick or something? I just shake my head and turned my back para bumalik sa loob but as I turn around, I was surprised with the man standin infront of me.
"Jos... Uhm anong ginagawa mo dito?" I asked him. It's a bit awkward standing here with him after two to three months of not seeing him. I wanna say sorry about what I did to him but no words escaped from my mouth.
"Nothing, magpapahangin lang sana." He said at nakatayo lang siya at nakatingin sa kawalan. This is it Denise. Tell him you're sorry. Ang sama at ang sakit ng ginawa ko sa kanya dati. I really feel guilty about it. Lumapit ako sa kanya, napansin niya ata kaya tumingin siya saken. As I looked into his eyes, I can see pain in it. Pain and longing. Do I still give pain to him? Nasasaktan ko parin kaya siya hanggang ngayon? As I look back at him I felt tears forming on my eyes.
I feel so guilty. This man infront of me is such a good person. Naging isang perfect boyfriend siya. Yeah we had arguments pero hinding-hindi niya pinapa-tagal yon. He was always there. He knows how much my dad intimidates me and he knows that we're not okay. Alam niya lahat tungkol saken and ganun din ako sa kanya. I kinda missed his mom and siblings. I missed his family. They were so good to me. Sa kanila ko nararamdaman yung pagmamahal from a family.
"Jos I'm so so--" I was about to say sorry but someone interrupted.
"Oh Dustin there you are! Nagtataka kase sila kase nawala ko and yun hinanap kita. Ay Denise nandito ka din pala!" She giggles. She look so innocent. And I also feel guilty when I see her. She doesn't know anything about me. About Josiah and I. But wait, what's with all this people calling Jos by his first name? Way back, we call him Josiah pero ba't ngayong Dustin na? I looked at Jos and he was just looking at me. I quickly wiped the tears forming in my eyes ng hindi nahahalata ni Krisha.
"Ah yeah, I'll go ahead guys" sabi ko and as I look infront, Kevin was just steps away from me. I can't contain my tears anymore so I ran and throw myself to him and cried on his chest. I feel him stiff because of the shock but as soon as he recovered he hug me back.
"Please let's get out of their sight. Please Kev." I sob. I feel his chest rise up and down. He's mad? I don't know. Pumunta kame sa kotse niya and I breakdown. What the hell is wrong with me? Why am I crying? I'm not supposed to.
"What the hell happened Den? Why are you crying? Did he do something wrong? Tell me" Kevin asked with frustration traced on his voice. I just looked at him and cried. Parang natulala lang siya then few minutes later he asked me.
"Are you still not over him?"
Whoo. Sorry if ang tagal ko mag-update guys. Lagi akong nagkaka-author's block! And busy na kase college na ko so marami kaming ginagawa. Babawi ako soon and thank you for the 1K reads guys! Please vote and follow me. Tysm guys SML :*
BINABASA MO ANG
This Unexpected Love
عاطفيةThis story is about Denise Millena Sera Javier Tan, a Chinese girl who grew up in the Philippines. His dad, the CEO of Tan Group of Companies wants Denise to marry Kevin Lopez Kram, half-Filipino half-Chinese, and the eldest son of Mr. Julius Kram...
