Was it all worth it?

12

-Clove-

We sat in silence for 30 or so minutes just staring into the abyss.Neither of us dared to speak.For me it was because of what Cato said and did today.I wasn't sure why he didn't talk after all that happened he should want to explain his actions.
I've heard the knock and Agerie appeared with the box in her hands.

"Hadley here are your clothes from your parents." With that she dropped the box inside and left.

"Umm so now i don't know about you but i have to shower after all of that." I quickly stated.

"Yeah go ahead." It wasn't what i expected.He didn't even move.

"Yeah so can you leave?" I stood up and started to prepare to shower.

"Why would I?You can change inside and I won't go in if you don't want me to."He's pushing it today."Agerlie would kill me if i left this room anyways so i don't have any other opion than to stay here." He laughed.

"I hate you Hadley."I snatched my towel from the drower and picked up my clothes and went to the bathroom.

I turned on the water, took off my clothes and went udner the shower.This was one of a few moments i could feel alone.No one can see me there.As drops of water rolled down my skin i started overthinking the whole situation that occured during our tournament.The tension between Unzia and Cato.The whole kiss situation.What he said before the kiss.All of that was an total abstraction to me.I couldn't wrap my head around it.Finally when i was washing off the soap and shampoo i felt the iching sensation on my neck and that remainded me of another thing Cato did.Now we have "Matching wounds".But his are all healed up and perfectly fine and mine are red and brussed still.Just like my feeling of losing control over my own life ever since he appeared in it.When i washed out all the soap and thoughts i turned the water off and stepped out from the shower.Mirror was all steamy and i couldn't see shit.I wrapped myself in the towel and got out from the bathroom.

"Woah Clover i thought you didn't want me to see anything." I forgot that this idiot is staying there.

"And you've seen nothing shut up." I turned around on my heel and closed the door behind me.How did i forget that he's there.
After putting on my clothes i left the bathroom yet again.This time without any coments from my 'roommate'.

"You don't mind if i use your shower do you?" I heard the question after 5 minutes of silemce since the last comment.

"Nope go ahead."

I focused myslef on the games footage that Avian left us.From what i saw we got all 72 games most important moments and whole video and audio from them.Whats intresting there should be 73 of them.One is missing 10Th annual hunger games footage either doesn't exist or got lost somewhere in Avians office.As i heard the door open i turned my head in their direction i wanted to tell Cato about the missing footage.

"Hey Cato...."What the.Is he for real?!

"Hmmm?What do you need?"He asked casualy.Water dripping from his hair all over the floor.Standing in the middle of the room just with a towel around his waist.

"What the hell Cato?!Really you couldn't save me that and just change in there?" I got mad im not going to hide it.

"Save you what? This beautiful view?Why would i hurt you like that." He smiled and i just rolled my eyes at his idiotic response.

"Listen not everyone cares about your abs and how "great" you look shirtless.Oh and by the way i see that the wounds from the forest are just fine."I said turning my back on him.

"Yep they're fine and thanks if you wouldn't care you wouldn't see that i have abs so you care even if just a little you still do." Even though i wasn't facing him i could tell that his smirk was there.