Hindi ko naabutan sundan si Zheyrine, hindi ko na mahagilap kung saan sila nagpunta. Matagal ata ako nahinto at nag-isip kanina sana pala sinundan ko siya agad.
Hinahanap din siya saakin ng mga kasama nya sa volleyball cause their going to held a little celebration sa panalo nila. Kahit hindi pa naman championship.
Sinabi ko na hinahanap ko rin, alam nila kasi kasama kami lumabas kanina. Pansin din ata nila na lagi kami magkasama kaya sakin tinanong.
Hinabilin nalang sa akin na sabihin ko sakanya na may konting handaan sa classroom namin and need nya pumunta doon. Dahil siya ang MVP ng laro.
Kung mahanap ko siya e hindi ko rin alam nasaan yun e.
Nag chat ako kina Jen kung sakaling nakita nila si Zhey pero wala. Hindi daw. Akala din nila kasama ko, hahanapin ko ba sakanila kong kasama ko?
Okay chill, nasaan ba kasi nagpunta yun. And yung kasama nyang bata ano pangalan non? I didn't get her name.
Alam ko magkasama sila.
Hindi sinasagot ni Zhey mga tawag ko e. Nakakainis tuloy.
Wala na akong magawa, kasi hindi ko talaga siya mahanap. Maybe she doesn't want to talk to me muna kaya ayaw nya pahanap saakin. It's fine.
I'll give her her space muna.
Ayuko naman pilitin ang isang tao pag ayaw.
Nagdecide nalang akong bumili ng pagkain, takeout and pagkatapos ay umuwi na sa apartment ko.
Alas tress na ng nakauwi ako, hindi ako nanood ng ibang laro dahil sa kakahanap kay Zhey kanina. Napagod and nagutom din ako kakalibot, gusto ko nalang kumain and matulog pagkatapos.
Pagkarating ko sa front ng apartment ko napatingin ako sa pinto ng apartment ni Zhey katabi saakin. Wala akong naririnig na ingay, kaya alam ko hindi pa siya nakakauwi.
Kakausapin ko nalang siya bukas.
Sisiguraduhin ko mas maaga pa ako gigising sa kanya ng wala siyang kawala.
Pagkatapos ko kumain, nag half bath ako kasi galing ako sa labas ang pawisan ko rin kanina. Pagkatapos ko gawin ang kailangan gawin, hindi ako pumasok ng kwarto para doon matulog.
Dito ako sa maliit kong sala, sa couch ako dumiretso galing sa banyo para sumalampak ng higa. I feel so tired. And honestly I miss her.
Gusto ko siya mayakap now.
I buried my face on the pillow na hinigaan nya nong lasing siya. I still remember that time, tinawag ba naman akong perv. Natawa ako ng mahina.
Imagining her face, every detail of her features. Her eyes that allure me, her cute nose. Her lips perfectly curve and pink, so kissable to stare at.
Gusto ko nalang siya bigla halikan. Ghod.
I miss her.
I miss my cat.
Cat kasi para siyang pusa pag magalit.
Pano ako makakatulog nito kung siya nasa isip ko keeping me wake. Yung mata and katawan ko gusto ng matulog pero yung isip ko fully awake pa at siya ang iniisip.
I tried to think of something else, a movie na pinapanood ko pero wala parin. Siya parin.
20 minutes na siguro nakadapa ako, and alam ko lang iniisip ko siya and hindi ko na namalayan kinain na ako ng antok.
You'd probably think I was psychotic (If you knew)
What I still got in my closet (Sad but true)
I slip it on over my shoulders
It's something I'll never get over
It makes me feel a little bit closer to you
Nagising ako sa isang boses.
I can't keep your love
I can't keep your kiss
Gave you everything and all I got was this
I'm still rocking your hoodie
And chewing on the strings
It makes me think about you
So I wear it when I sleep
I kept the broken zipper
And cigarette burns
Still rocking your hoodie
Baby, even though it hurts
Still rocking your...
Whoa. Kahit saan, kilala ko ang boses nato. I won't mistake her voice for anyone.
Hindi ako nagdalawang isip na tumayo and nagmadaling sinuot sapatos ko at lumabas.
Nagtataka ka siguro bakit ko naririnig na kumakanta siya, kasi thin lang ang layer ng wall sa pagitan ng apartment namin.
Nasa harapan na ako ng pinto nya at kakatok na sana but i stop mid way dahil sa boses nya.
I used to put my hand in your pockets (holding on)
The smell of your cologne is still on it (but you're still gone)
I slip it on over my shoulders
You're someone I'll never get over
It makes me feel a little bit closer to you
I can't keep your love
I can't keep your kiss
Gave you everything and all I got was this
I'm still rocking your hoodie
And chewing on the strings
It makes me think about you
So I wear it when I sleep
I kept the broken zipper
And cigarette burns
Still rocking your hoodie
Baby, even though it hurts
Still rocking your hoodie
And chewing on the strings
It makes me think about you
So I wear it when I sleep
I kept the broken zipper
And cigarette burns
Still rocking your hoodie
Baby, even though it hurts
Still rocking your...
If you want it back
If you want it back
I'm here waiting
Come and take it back
Come and take it back
Hindi ko alam, basta napangiti nalang ako. I'm here though.
If you want it back
If you want it back
I'm here waiting
Come and take it back
Come and take it back
I'm still rocking your hoodie
And chewing on the strings
It makes me think about you
So I wear it when I sleep
I kept the broken zipper
And cigarette burns
Still rocking your hoodie
Baby, even though it hurts
I'm still rocking your hoodie
And chewing on the strings
It makes me think about you
So I wear it when I sleep
I kept the broken zipper
And cigarette burns
Still rocking your hoodie
Baby, even though it hurts
Still rocking your hoodie
And chewing on the strings
It makes me think about you
So I wear it when I sleep
I kept the broken zipper
And cigarette burns
Still rocking your hoodie
Baby, even though it hurts
Still rocking your (hoodie)
Pinakinggan ko hangang sa matapos ang kanyang kinakanta. Ang ganda ng boses niya.
Ilang minuto muna ang hesitation ko bago ako tuluyan kumatok at huminga ng malalim readyng myself to face her and tell her I love her.
Hindi naman nagtagal at bumukas ang pinto.
Kita ko ang surprise sa expression nya nong una pero agad itong napalitan ng pagka kunot ng kanyang noo. Ngayon ang sungit na nyang tingnan parang kakainin ka sa kanyang mga titig. Kung kain sa kama game ako. Joke.
"Hi" I started nervously, she still has that expression and parang ayaw ako papasukin.
Huminga ako ng malalim bago buong lakas na sinabing.
"I like you"
