I remember when you meant nothing to me
Now somehow you mean everything
I was totally unaware of your existence
Now you're the reason for my persistence
I loved you so much it made me sick
Falling for you was a beautiful trick
Now I'm up all night and never get sleep
I'm standing on the edge of something far too deep
It's funny how I feel so much yet I can't form a word
I'm screaming inside and can't be heard
I'm so afraid to love you but I'm even more afraid to loose
I'm clinging to our past while wearing your fresh bruise
I'm drowning in the mirage that I mistook for the sea of love
If drowning leads to dying, I've already done what's been said above
You always talked me up enough just to let me down
You've shown me all the rainbows, yet you fed me all the clouds
If yesterday was the day that we had our very last kiss
Today I'm grieving the version of you I miss
It's clear that I'm not yours, and maybe you were never really mine
It'll all be ok, I'll someday be fine
But here right now, if you hear my plea
Or just incase you're too blinded to see
You still have all of me
