N E S S Y ,
I was having so much pain in my back all night. I got no sleep at all last night. I struggled getting out of bed and manage to get ready for school.
" you going to school?" My dad stood in my doorway.
I didn't want to but This was my senior year had to get ready for graduation and for exams a month from now.
" yeah. I think I'll be fine." i was really in so much pain. I think it's stress since so much shit has been going.
" Nessy, if you want you can stay home. I don't want you to go to school and I have to rush up there." He sighed.
" I'm okay dad." I really wasn't but I will be.
After putting up a fight with my dad about going to school I took a shower and slipped on some yoga pants and tee shirt.
My belly was really showing now and I admired it so much.
I curled my hair and placed a black head band on pushing my hair out my face.
I rubbed mascara and eye liner on and made sure my lips had Chapstick on them and got ready to leave.
" Goodmorning." I walked Into the kitchen Yari and Roni were eating cereal, dressed waiting on me.
" Morning. Your feeling better?" Roni looked up from her phone. No I wasn't.
" yeah. Yall ready?" I searched my purse for my keys.
" yeah. eat some. Here, I made some bagels." Yari suggested.
" thank you sissy." I was so fat. Whoever gave me food, I was so happy.
I took my bagels to go and we were headed to school.
it's been about a months now from's Alex death and I know Roni is still stressing about it. She's getting so little. It's scary how's she's losing weight almost everyday.
Me and Yari was singing along to the radio as Chris Brown New flame played and Roni just sat there Starring out the window Quiet.
I didn't want to bother her so I just let her be. I felt bad for my little sister so bad that she had to go through this cause i know I'll be so hurt if something ever happened to Derrick.
I was at my locker getting my things for my 3rd hour and I felt somebody presence. I turned to see Derrick.
" Hey." I chuckled.
" come here." He pulled me in for a hug.
" your feeling better?" He pecked my lips.
" honestly no. But I'll be okay." I forced a smile on my face but my back was hurting still.
" well were leaving at lunch." He commanded. That was fine with me.
" ok. Just meet me here at my locker." I shrugged.
" k fatty." He joked about me getting hudge.
I made a puppy face and rolled my eyes.
" bae your still beautiful, you know I be playing." He pinched my cheek.
" mhm. Come on. Walk me to class." I pulled his arm.
Me and Derrick really improved on our Relationship. Alex death affected everyone in different ways. It hurted but it also brought people together. It really showed how short life is. I couldn't go out here hating Derrick and than get a call he's dead. I'll be so devastated.
Y A R I ,
" Move!" Me and Mel was play fighting in class.
He had me in a tight embrace with his arms around my waist.
