Nessy,
"So when you plan on telling him?" candy my best friend frowned her face with confusion. "soon Candice! soon! ok? don't make this more hard on me." I rolled my eyes.
"Ro'nessa I really Hope you're not gone keep this whole pregnancy thing from him!"
"Would you shut the fuck up! lower your gah damn voice candy god!" I turned around in my desk , so pissed.
My other friend Nina walked in and sat next to me. "Whats wrong boo?" she looked at me. "Nothing. Ms.Loud Mouth almost announced to the whole class I'm pregnant." Nina looked back at candy and shook her head.
"You tell derrick?" Nina raised her eyebrows. "No." Candy muttered answering for me. "Whats your problem?" I gave her the "-____-" face. "Yall need to stop. and Nessy you better tell that boy and not wait. it's only gone make it harder for you.." she was right , but the only reason I couldn't tell Derrick is because .. Nevermind. "And you know we always here.." Candy half smiled and rolled her eyes.
I was walking to lunch but came to a stop when I saw Yari picking her papers up with a frown.
"You good?" I walked over helping her. "Yeah! My clumsy ass dropping shit." she shook her head. "Oh aight. Ill see you later."
"I missed you." Derrick pulled me in for a hug when I walked inside the cafeteria. " I missed you too." I pecked his lips. "Mhm."He grabbed my ass. "stop!"people watching. "so. Let them watch." he laughed sticking his tongue in my mouth.
"No foreal. bae , we need to talk.. what you doing after school?"
"shit. whassup?"
"you gone come over tonight? my dad gotta work. We gone be at the house alone" by we I meant me and my sisters.
"Yeah ill swing thru."
Roni,
"Roni.. can I talk to you?" nessy walked in my room and sat on my bed. I looked over at here and back at my phone. That was my signal to talk. "You promise not to say anything and don't tell Yari." she rolled her eyes. "tell yari what?" yari walked in the room eating a apple sitting on my lil sofa in my room.
"oh my god. yari get out!" nessy yelled.
"ow. no this is RONI'S room. Roni can I stay?" I looked over at Yari than back at my phone.
"oh my fucking god. well Yari & Roni please dont tell nobody. not even yall lil friends. especially not dad." I played with my fingers bussing into sweat.
"Tell dad what?" I finally shot a look at Roni & spoke.
"Promise me yall won't tell first.." she whinned.
"Idk.." yari shook her head..
"I wont. YARI YOU WONT EITHER RIGHT?" I threw a pillow at her.
"Fine."
"Well yall.."
"NOOOO! Nessy please don't tell me you broke the number one rule in the house please tell me you didn't" I sat up on my bed praying this bitch ain't lost her mind.
She hesitated to speak again and she played with her fingers.
"Omfg!! Nessy your pregnant?!?!" Yari hopped up and dropped her apple.
"Yall PROMISE not to tell!" Nessy cried.
"your so fucking dead if dad finds out! He going to kill Derrick! its by derrick right?" I paste back & forward In my room panicking.
"yes roni.. of course. I got an appointment Saturday. yall gone come?"
"you know we are." I sat next to her on the bed. I saw the fear in my sister eye's as she looked down at her belly.
Later on , alex came over. so on did Derrick.
"bae stop!"I laughed as alex sucked on my breast giving me hickey's only me & him A know where.
"nah. let me mark what's mines!" he moved down and bit on my belly.. While teasing me by rolling his tongue down to my navel. "bae please.." I moaned softly.
for so on.. yall know what happened. Alex always gives me pleasure without me even asking. Me & alex been together for a year and 2 months. We never had sex but alex some how makes his way to it. but some how im still not ready for all that. Especially knowing the situation nessy in.
"babe?"
"yeah?wassup?" alex layed on my chest.
"you see me in the future?"
"with me? & our two kids. yeah."
"you want two kids?"
"yes. A boy & girl. you gone give me them right?"
"bae. you know I am."
"you was planning on going to college?"
"you know my dad not making that a choice. and if it was , I would've. especially for my mom."
"what im supposed to do while your gone?"
"what the hell you mean? alex aren't you going to college?"
"sharon. you know that shit ain't for me."
"I'll be damn. what you mean 'not for you' you need to make an positive impact in your life."
"can we talk about something else?"
"ion wanna talk nomore." I placed my arm over my eyes and dozed off to sleep with an attitude.
Nessy,
"so. whats up? what you wanna talk about big head?" derrick layed his head back as I sat on his lap. "you listening bae?"
"yes. I'm just resting my eyes." Derrick was high as hell right now.
"well im expecting."
"expecting what tho?" he laughed. He was so high he wasn't taking nothing serious right now.
"derrick uh un. don't. listen."
"I am bae." he grabbed my hips.
"ok. well, im pregnant.." I flat out spoke up.
First he trailed off. "stop joking. cause bae this is a serious thing. don't play."
"derrick why in the hell would I play about pregnancy. you know this th last thing I need." I tried getting off his lap but he grabbed my hips.
"dude. we about to be parents? damn..." he shook his head. I knew it was gone take time to sink in cause he's high and shock. But ill give him time.
"so. what we gone do?" I sighed.
"what you mean what we gone do? this my child you having. we gone do everything it takes to give my son/ daughter a good ass life." he sat his head up.
I turned to face him and pecked his lips.
"you promise you okay with this?"
"I love you Ro'Nessa."
"I love you too baby."
