It's been hours of me laying on the bed. My body has finally calmed down from earlier, and Luke has dressed me up again. He would sit at his desk and go on his phone, he would go get food and feed it to me, and he even took a nap next to me. I watched him straighten his hair too. Then he left me.
For about two hours, I've heard familiar voices in the other room. I've tried to listen in, but I couldn't make out many words. I've debated on knocking on the wall after I found out that he has the group over, but I ultimately decided not to.
Finally, at 9:30, the door handle moves. I look over and Luke walks in, closing the door behind him. He walks over to the bedside, but doesn't say anything. Instead, he stares at me while sipping his cup. His eyes are bloodshot and I smell the alcohol off of him.
"Are you really throwing a party right now?" I complain.
"Yep." He says popping the 'p'.
After a couple more seconds of him staring, he finally reaches into his drawer and grabs a key. He unlocks my hands one at a time. All around my wrists are blisters and bruises that I didn't even feel until now.
"You're not allowed to drink, got it?" Luke mumbles while helping me up. "And you sit right next to me."
I roll my eyes. "Why did you even think me being handcuffed to your bed would help me build confidence?"
Luke stops at the door. "You need to understand the hottest thing you can do to me is to let me have control."
We walk out the door and down the hallway. I hide my wrists in the sleeves. Barely anyone notices when I sit down in the couch next to Luke. I'm not sure if this is intentional, but on my other side is Jillian.
Everyone clearly is many drinks in. And by that, I mean Raven is leaning on Nate's shoulder with her eyes barely open. I'm shocked to see Ethan here and that means that Mia is not here. Something must have happened between them. I'm a bit embarrassed to see Connor sitting on the other couch, and I'm shocked to see Emma right next to him.
"Shit, where did Bea come from?" Mike laughs.
"They were fuckinggggg." Camden adds.
Ethan leans over Luke and looks at me. "Wait, have you guys fucked?"
I blush and I respond knowing they won't remember what I say. "No, I'm still a virgin."
Ethan immediately looks at Luke with an are you serious?! face. Luke just has the biggest smirk. That's when I realize what this is about. Ethan's mad about the deal. I thought that was done with. But then I remember the gun in Luke's room.
Some anger builds up on Ethan's face. It almost seems as if he's starting to draw conclusions or piece things together. I start to wonder if Luke is going to try to take it tonight after midnight.
"Sorry. Bea saves the school by keeping her legs closed." I say throwing up my hands.
Luke grabs my hand and intertwines our fingers. "Well that's not entirely true either."
What the fuck does that mean?!
"The last part." He clarifies in my ear.
"So how long have you guys been a thing?" Nate asks.
I look up at Luke and I let him answer this one.
"Well," he says while looking back at me. "Technically last week we became official. But we've had a thing since that party I would say in October."
"I knew it! Okay, everyone take a shot." Suzanne giggles.
The bottle gets passed around and everyone takes a drink. Luke leans over me and hands it directly to Jillian.
As the clock approaches midnight, I can't help but to remember watching New Years Eve in Times Square. Yeah, the Opera House is cool too, but it just doesn't hit the same.
As the cheers in the room die down, Luke announces to everyone that he's tired and we're going to bed. I look back while we walk down the hallway and I see Ethan glaring at us.
We enter Luke's room. I walk into the middle and the second Luke shuts the door, he walks up to me. He puts his hands around my waist and walks me backward until I reach the bed. Luke connects our lips and he sits down on the bed, his legs hanging off the side. I crawl on top of his lap. As I sit, I feel his hard in between my two legs. His hands grab my waist and start rocking me back and forth. He gets more hard and i start to get horny.
I need to disconnect our lips to focus on my breathing. I lean forward, my nose buried in his neck.
"Are you fucking serious?!"
Luke throws me on to the floor and that's when I see Ethan standing at the door. Ethan walks towards us and Luke stands up. Luke puts his hands out to try to stop Ethan from pushing him, but it doesn't work. Luke stumbles backwards and knocks some things off his desk. He straightens himself up once again and rams Ethan against the bathroom door. Luke's hands go around his neck and i hear Ethan gasping for air.
Nate and Camden run in. Camden runs over to grab me off the floor while Nate tries to convince Luke to let Ethan go.
"Get the fuck out of my room!" Luke yells, possibly at everyone in here.
I let Camden drag me out of the room and there I see everyone waiting outside the door. The shock leaves me and tears fill my eyes. Raven wraps her arms around me and brushes my hair to soothe me.
"They do this all the time, don't worry. This is normal. They'll be friends again in ten minutes." She whispers.
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10 more chapters :( what a strange book. Also went to a shrek rave and am extremely hungover
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Psycho | Beatrice
Fanfiction"Luke," I cry. He interrupts me. "I need you to trust me. Please. I love you and I would never hurt you. We're going to get out of here."