"I don't want her to be happy; that's why I'm marrying her."
Jhon Rey pulled me away from Jhunel. Hindi ko na alam ang mararamdaman ko, pero ang isa lang ang alam ko, gusto niya akong parusahan.
He gripped my arm tightly at the part where I cut myself.
"Hey! Stop holding me like this!" sigaw ko dahil masyado niyang sinasakal ang braso ko. Sariwa pa ang mga sugat ko, kaya ganoon kasakit at alam kong dudugo ito, kapag ganoon niya ako hinawakan, pero hindi niya ako pinakinggan.
"What the hell, Jhon Rey? Let me go!" pakiusap ko pa.
"Why would I? Para makabalik ka kay Jhunnel?" he hissed as he kept on pulling me somewhere I did not know. He walks so fast that he doesn't care if I can't keep up with him as long as he holds me. Naalala ko tuloy muli ang pang-iiwan niya sa akin noon sa High Street. Bumibigat ang loob ko.
"Ano ba? Ano bang problema mo? Pwede bang bitiwan mo ako?" sigaw ko.
"Anong problema ko? Ikaw! You are still going out with your ex-boyfriend when you are now my fiance. Don't you care what other people say?" I frowned. It was he who taught me not to care about what other people say, and now he's right here in front of me, venting his rage toward me because he's worried about what people will think.
"Jhunel and I are friends for fuck's sake, Jhon Rey!" I yelled. I was really annoyed at how he talked to me.
I tried to pull my hand away from him, but he gripped it more tightly. "Friends? You can't be friends with some guy, especially with your ex-boyfriend."
"And who are you to tell me that?"
He faced me with angst. It's like he's ready to smack my face.
He smirked. "It's me who you destroyed. Have you forgotten what you did last time? Is this one included in your plan too? To get sympathy, you tried to kill yourself? Because you know someone will save you, and after that, you can finally ask your parents to marry me."
I was left shocked by what he said. What bullshit is he talking about? Nahihibang na ba siya?
Napabuga ako. Napupuno na talaga ako sa kaniya dahil sa mga masasakit na salitang binibitiwan niya at pilit kong pinapalampas. "I never asked them to marry you! I can't believe what you are saying. Are you even human? How can you say that to me? Iniisip mo bang gusto ko itong lahat? Akala mo gusto kong sirain ang buhay? I hate this too! When are you going to believe me?"
I tried to keep my composure, but he is really working me out. It hurts me when he still thinks badly of me even after I explain everything about my side. All I did was to make him happy, but he thinks I'm ruining his life even more.
"Why didn't you have an abortion? You really want someone to come between us, do you?"
I slapped him. I can't take what he says anymore. If he doesn't want marriage, then don't. Hindi ko naman siya pinipilit.
How dare he talk badly about me and this child I was carrying? I can accept it if it's just me, but involving this unconscious child in my womb? Nope. Hindi na ako papayag.
"I'm done hearing your shits!" I forcibly removed his hand from me and turned my back to him, but he grabbed my hand again.
"Where are you going? I'm not done yet."
I pushed him, but he was just too strong to hold my hands. I tried to beat his chest because I am so frustrated with what he is doing to me. He's torturing me, and I couldn't take it far this way. My heart is so heavy that I can no longer breathe right.
My tears are flowing down my cheeks. My eyes are getting blurry. "Hindi mo ba alam kung bakit ginusto kong mamatay? I was also trying to kill this thing inside of me!" I cried. "Can't you see how miserable I am now? If you love someone else, why did you do that to me?" panunumbat ko.
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