It all started last night.
When I was writing this chapter, I wanted to add in a small detail of how it had been since Escape From Heaven happened. So I went to YouTube and tried to find the original uploaded by the Maizen Japanese Channel, but when I did, I watched it and realized it had an epic as fuck intro that the English Maizen never had. I kept scrolling and eventually found this silly little fuck
And then I legit whimpered and almost cried on the floor because I realized that this was a series I never knew about but I couldn't watch it because the video was in Japanese and I'm a dumb fucking American who can't understand shit. Then I got up to do one of my usual hyperfixation walks but then I realized it was 2 AM and I couldn't or else I would get into some big whoopsie doopsie trouble and I went back to sleep. But I couldn't sleep because one of my really long as shit YouTube videos was converting and I couldn't close my Chromebook so I had to stay awake into the dead of night like until 3 AM and then I slept really hard and forgot about everything.
I want to understand Japanese so fucking bad you guys the Maizen Japanese Channel has an INFINITE amount of original content, story arcs, and videos that are for ALL audiences instead of just kids. They're the ones that originally came up with the killer clown series (and suprisingly, English Maizen made a dub of it), and there's about three times as more original series on that channel that I don't even know about because I'm stuck being a bad English watcher. All English Maizen has is their zombie apocalypse series, their killer clown series, and Escape From Heaven. That's it. Maizen Japensese Channel has sooooooo much more and I'm fucking mad that I don't understand their videos.