"Oh, look at you." JJ whispered. "Such a good boy..."
Mikey let out a muffled whimper as JJ's lips smashed against his, turning into a passionate kiss instantly. JJ did so for a concerning amount of time; a minute went by, and he was still going at it.
"JJ- m-mhmf-" Mikey tried to speak, but he couldn't even do that. Despite Mikey's clear attempts to resist, JJ continued - hearing Mikey breathlessly trying to say his name only enticed him more.
"Whether he loves me or not, he's mine." JJ still felt the aching heartbreak from Mikey's words and actions from before, and he was almost certain now that Mikey had lost his feelings for him. But even then... "Touching him, feeling him- having him is more euphoric than any drug. I'll make him my prisoner if I have to. I need this. I want to live; I'm too afraid to kill myself. He's my entire world, and he's a fool is he thinks I'll let him go for anything."
Mikey despertaly clawed at JJ's underside, barely able to breathe. JJ reluctantly pulled away, and Mikey gasped as he finally had air again. He rested his head against the turtle's chest, exhaling placidly as he recovered, his arms tightly swathed around his waist, preventing him for moving. JJ listened to Mikey's beating heart, perturbed and out of control. He didn't know what Mikey was more afraid of; the fact that he'd almost been suffocated just now, or what his punishment would be.
"I don't know what it'll be yet," JJ thought, disgustingly casual as he nuzzled further into Mikey, a content smile on his face. "But I'll figure it out. Whatever his feelings on me are, I'll get to keep him. If he loves me, perfect. If he doesn't, I'll make him. And if things get to the worst possible situation..."
His minor instrusive thoughts made way, but this time, he welcomed it as a potential outcome.
"I'll at least get to have a delicious meal."
JJ kept listening to Mikey's internal system working; his heart, his breathing, and the overall warmth he gave off as JJ layed against him. It felt strange to be hearing all of this and not doing anything to put an end to it. Everyone he came in contact now with either ended up dead, or almost dead as he attempted to kill them. It was unusual to have someone whom he didn't wish to torture to death, and then consume afterwards.
He didn't know how much longer that would last with Mikey.
"I'll never let you go." JJ mumbled softly. His innocent smile and tone were ironic compared to his dark words. He looked up at Mikey, his eyes glistening with seemingly pure love - although it was clear that it was really a deep, unhinged obsession. "I love you so dearly, sweetheart."
"I love you too." Mikey's voice shook, tears filling his eyes. "I'm so sorry. Please don't hurt me."
"Oh, Mikey." JJ's smile only grew at this. "You're so innocent and helpless. At least, when it comes to taking accountability for your actions... you're confident enough when you're hurting me, though. Here's how it is,"
He advanced upwards, making it so that they were face-to-face.
"I love you, but I still have to punish you. How else will you learn? If you don't try to weasel out of it and accept the consequences of your actions, I'll forgive you for what you did... maybe."
"Okay." Mikey gave up then, slumping dreadfully. Ever since he'd walked into the bathroom, JJ's mood had been all over the place - he'd gone from gentle and reassuring amidst his pain, to grim, to angry, to teasing and kissing him, and now...? He was scared. He didn't know what to expect. "I-I'll let you do it. I just want you to realize h-how sorry I am."
"Good boy." JJ repeated, his mouth twitching as his desires surged strong. He licked his lips, trying to settle his excited nerves, but his mind eventually won over, and he pulled Mikey into another deep kiss.
