Exposing Her Heart

7🖤. "Cyah trick me"

Xavian AKA Xave

"Missed me?" I asked her

"Nope" she said popping the p

Ouch

"Sure bout that?" I asked

"Very"

"Maybe Yu never miss me but Yu did miss mi dick"

"Why yu just say things so, jeez and I didn't miss anything at all"

"Affi be straight forward eno, n anything Yu say"

"Wah Yu want?" She asked

"Wah Yu mean?"

"The literal meaning, Yu just a look another fuck, a side piece, A wife? Wah Yu want from me"

"If this a your way of asking if I'm single, I am but mi can see Yu a be mi wife"

"Really now?" She asked

"Know how uno Jamaican man stay eno, n mi quite alright"

"It obvious say Yu alright, Yu more than alright a that's why mi see Yu as mi wife"

"Mmm? Well mi have a man, n if him come yah come see Yu ina mi bed it nah go pretty"

"Never ask bout nuh man cause mi nuh fuck man.
When mi a fuck Yu other day Yu never know Yu did have man or Yu never remember?" I asked

But before she could answer I continued

"N Yu right it nah go be pretty, at least Fi Yu "man", best Yu text him rn Fi nuh come home tonight or at all. Tell him Fi hide but a still a dead bwoy dat"

"Yu have issues"

"Mmm" I said, low-key pissed say this girl a come tell mi bout man like she see me a look man

I got up then said "mi ago one side before Yu get mi chip ina this"

I left as soon as I finished talking

I went to the room she said I should go in, mi too easy Fi vex eno. Any likkle thing bruk my Vybz, swr

I took off my shirt and was only in jeans then laid on the bed

Sometimes mi wonder if love real n if mi ago find it, with my field of work mi nuh suppose to a think bout them summo yah.

Nun nuh name love still n people a pussy, everybody a the same.

Nah look Fi love cause that ah make mi weak, just a gwaan fuck some gyal and live life

Them say "Yu live by the gun, Yu die by the gun" a enjoy my likkle time till then, nah wife nobody daughter

Nobody cyah blame mi still, I tried n it just nuh work out

I laid on my back then stared in the ceiling thinking back to when I was in highschool

Did bad boy eno but that a only when ppl badda mi.

After the mandem from Spain dirt mi big brother and apparently it was a mistake, mi just get dawk. Did mi twin dat eno

When mi think bout it, all when mi know mi dirt the mandem responsible mi still feel a way. Man devn did get a youth n them take him life.

I sighed and just as I did the door slowly opened, I would draw for my gun but I saw who it was

"Mi devn reach in deh n yah sigh dung eh place" she said

Devn a medz r, she closed the door then climbed in bed beside me

"Yu really want me?" She asked softly

"Done tell yah ready eno" I answered

"It's nice that you like me but I'm in a committed relationship"