Exposing Her Heart

39🖤. Catch up

Remember that this is my first book, I'm kinda exploring and having fun along the way

Xave's POV:

I make sure Zhara is asleep by calling her name a couple times and there was no response

I walk to the living room to make some phone calls

"Pree?" I answered

"Boss man, Yu madda a ask fi Yu n thing eno"

I sigh

"Yu know wah fi do already"

I hang up the phone since I didn't have much more to say

I plop on the couch and rub my forehead

"I'm fucked" I whispered to myself remembering the video Zhara showed me of me n that little girl a couple years ago

Either Zhara ago kill mi or them people deh

Mi narcissistic but to a certain extent

Death is natural, at some point I'm going to die, I don't think I'm invincible but I'm not going down without a fight

I dial my cousins number

"Book my flight to Canada anytime tomorrow should be fine, send me the deets"

As soon as I was finish I hang up him n Keno know lil bit waah gwaan, bits and pieces

I inhale deeply, assigning one of my teams a job. Still haffi work even though I wanna savor the moments with Zhara

Mi fuck up

I sigh and lean over with my arms on my knee

"What's wrong?" I heard her ask catching me off guard

Mi a fall off, I'm losing my touch, I didn't even hear the door move a lil bit

Then again she's Thee Zhara

I shake my head signifying nothing

She sat beside me and moved her hand to my clasps set

She holds them and we both look at each other

She says nothing but leans her head on my shoulder

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Zhara's POV:

"So Yu couldn't tell me Yu did ago leave? Yu do this before eno" I shout into to the phone

He responds calmly

"Zhara chill nuh mn, just easy Yu self n make mi deal with this"

"Wah Yu mean chill, Yu gone out, when ppl see Yu n" I pause

"Yu want mi lose mi fucking job?" I shout feeling angrier than ever

"A that with yu always a think bout Yu fucking self" n just like that I heard the dial tone

Fucking piece a shit

Mi lie to mi boss fi Xave gone do fuckery

Well him a devn mi boss him offer some money, put mi pon the payroll n mi do some shii

Just do this fi extra money

I sit on the bed, trying to come up with a solution

Mi get fuck now, mi lose this mi nahve nuh more help fi find mi pickney

I spent so much time, stayed up so many nights

Worked so hard to get the deal with the feds, all those horrible things I did just for it all to go down the drain by Xave