Exposing Her Heart

38🖤. Phase 2?

Zhara's POV:
2 months later.......

I sigh out loud and lean back, banging my head on the wall

I harshly rub my hand over my face feeling like a failure

Years now mi a look fi one likkle girl and I'm currently trying to decide whether I should get an abortion or not

Mi job devn stable, mi work against so much people then again a devn me

I sigh once more looking at a positive pregnancy test

I was so caught up in my work I hadn't realized my period was yet to come

I was so close to finding her, I almost did it

My eyes start to water at the thought of my daughter

I had one job, protect her and I failed.

I failed miserably

I look to my laptop screen seeing it becoming clearer

I see a little girl running with the brightest smile and jumps into Xave's arm

He looks in the camera for a brief moment

And I began to cry

The video is showing but I can't figure out where it is

I feel helpless

I began thinking about when I first got pregnant, how my mom reacted and everyone believing I had a miscarriage

But mi know him take r

I lean back watching as my screen goes back blank

I stand looking around my room

And sigh

Xave's POV:

I watch as the building go up in flames with my friends by my side

I sat in the back of the car as we went back to my father's house

I drop in the couch sighing loudly

"Check the tracker"

Zhara fast but mi faster

Jay shows me his iPad and we could see that Zhara was no where in Jamaica

I sigh

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Zhara's  POV:

"Think they bought it?" I ask laying on my side

"Definitely" he answered and I hummed

"Will this ever be over?" I ask again

"Yes, very soon"

"Xave mi cyah dweet nuh more" I sigh and look him in his eyes

"The feeling mutual babe but we have to"

Okay so you're probably wondering what the fuck is going on so lemme explain it

When I was in high school I "fell in love" 
N can you believe that the one time mi say mi ago do big people activities belly cetch mi, smh

Teenage pregnancy isn't really something you get applauded for especially in Jamaica
I was keeping it though but then mi go fi check up next thing mi know mi wake up ina the doctor office on the bed a feel pain.

No baby in sight
I was so traumatized and cried so much mi couldn't even talk what happened because in all honesty I had no idea what was happening, so ppl just assume