Exposing Her Heart

33🖤. What's Really Happening?🤔

Xave's POV:

As I typed away on my laptop I could feel the presence of someone entering the room

I immediately turn around clutching my gun

She halts almost immediately and I put my hand down

"Zhara" my voice came out way lower than I intended

I held out my hand and after hesitating a bit she holds it and walks to me, I then pulled her on my lap and she was lost in thoughts

"Babe?"

"Hmm?" She answers

"Why you don't want me to get away Xave?" She asked staring in space

"I-"

"Why do you want to keep me here knowing I could die?" she looks down

"I need you right now, I promise you won't die. You had a chance to leave Zhara, you knew and you chose to stay you can't leave now"

"A promise is a comfort to a fool Xavian, I can feel it, I just know I'm not gonna survive this-" her head hanged lower

Tears were running down her face

"Mi know mi did say yes but not to this part of your life, not to this side of you"

"Zhara yah go survive and I will too" I say ignoring what she said last

"How you know that?"

"I just know" I said softly trying to be comforting

She wiped her eyes with her palms and held her head to the ceiling

She sighs

"I don't know what I got myself into but I wish things could go back to before I met you"

She then stood off my lap and walk away

Sigh

She chose this, it's not that she can't leave I just don't want her to

I'm finally connecting to someone, she nuh really have a choice

If mi dead tmr she a come right after

Sometimes I wonder if my thoughts are normal or maybe I'm just a sadist, maybe I'm really actually fucked in the head or maybe I'm just someone in love who thinks without that person I couldn't go on

Again with the love word

Breaking my thoughts I made a phone call, it's 2 in the morning but aye, haffi do wah mi haffi do

After hanging up the phone I was made aware that my cameras were hacked and I might have more than a couple ppl around me who's willing to sell me out

Me and my closest friends were at a safe house, it wasn't the typical safe house. From the outside it appeared abandoned, certain parts of the insides are dusty too and the windows are nailed with board both inside and out

I walk to the room to see Zhara just looking at the ceiling

Mi broke the people them pickney

I sat on the bed caressing her face but she doesn't move, she doesn't even blink

I sighed and remove my hand

"I'm so sorry Zhara"

She still doesn't move

"I'm sorry I didn't mean-"

"It's fine"

"It's not, I'm breaking you. I'm keeping you here against your will, I can't force everybody to do things my way I love you too much to hurt you anymore"