26🖤. Realization?

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Zhara's POV:

Laying  and cuddling with Xave was nice. We were watching a cartoon of my choice that he seems very interested in right now

"Yu love it now?"

"No, it just stupid" he said nonchalantly

I rolled my eyes

"Everything stupid fi yu"

"No" he answered

We stayed quiet for like a minute then he asked

"Waah talk bout it now?"

"I was prolly over reacting" I shrugged

"Really? Were you though?"

"Most likely" I answered

"Let me decide"

"Well yu know mi a business lady, and" I paused

"Well growing up I always feared being poor, I didn't want to be in poverty all my life so I'd pressure myself to make sure my future was secured yk?"

He shook his head yes

"And that's what I'm doing now, putting myself under so much pressure. I have multiple different businesses and you know in the business work things don't always go well, they're times where profit nuh high n dem thing deh"

"True" he commented

I shook my head yes

"N my mom isn't making life easy for me, she thinks I'm wasting my life, my friends are focusing on the wrong things. As of lately we are always on this one topic and the convo goes almost the same way many times but I don't think anybody is thinking about why I choose to do what I do" I stop deciding not to go any further

"I guess I really just felt pressured, so I took a little drive" I finished

"Whenever you feel pressured you lemme know, I'm not just here fi fuck Yu n spend money pon Yu but to also make sure nun nah stress yu, yu can talk to me. You don't really have to explain everything if you don't want to but just know say mi got yu, alright?"

"Thanks" I said

He kissed my forehead

I laughed

"Yaah lover bwoy eno"

"Never deny dat yet" he smiled

I began playing in his hair

"Can comb hair?"

"Yes but no"

"Huh?"

"I can but mi nah comb Yu big head"

"See how yah diss mi, is alright"

I laughed throwing my leg over his

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As soon as I turned on my phone it was ringing so I answered

"Hello?"

"Zhara? Oh my God, yu alright?"

"Yeah I'm fine"

"I'm so sorry"

"It's fine Shanty"

"We shouldn't have, I shouldn't have it's just that I don't want you to get hurt"

I hissed my teeth in my head bcz all of a sudden everybody wah play hero

"It good" I answered dryly

She sighed

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