Exposing Her Heart

21🖤. Decisions

09/5
Xave's POV:

"Zhara I said I was sorry"

"And I said I don't want any apology, I don't want you. Now pick up your self respect n go home, you're pathetic"

I sighed

"Zhara just easy nuh mn, mi done tell yah thing eno"

She hissed her teeth

"You disrespected me and according to you, you can go get pussy any time yu want or whatever. Don't see why you're here"

I may have gotten pissed off another time and said a...... Few things

Few things?

My subconscious asked

A lot but in my defense r people them gweh two days after n everyday after that we go out n she even deh cuss mi like we deh when she see message come in pon my phone

She doesn't want to be in a relationship but wants to do relationship things n it did just piss mi off

"I said I was sorry"

"Stop saying that, that's not how it works. You can't just treat mi like shit and then apologize and think things ago be all sweet n nice, leave the insecure annoying girl alone"

"I was frustrated and-"

"No, that is not an excuse. You're right I'm insecure and childish so you can leave me alone n make mi wait pon whoever ago put up with mi"

"See mi yah eno"

I exhaled a heavy breath then said to her

"Zhara we are both adults mi cyah take eh fuckery, mi want a family........" I paused

"You were behaving as if we were in a relationship I mean, I asked and you said you were gonna test me and I said fine. I was not expecting you to want to do relationship things and say you're single, mi nuh ina dat. Yeah I said some..... Not nice things but you and I both know yah try take mi fi a bloodclaat idiot n that nah go work out. See if yu did a plan fi scrape n dip yah fi go scrape n bloodclaaat stay cause yu cyah dip"

I looked her straight in the eyes and continued to talk

"Mi nah go ask again bout being mi oman, dah pussy deh a mine and yah mine and if yu think otherwise try Yu luck but mi certain say mi go kill yu bloodclaaat. Come ova yasso come gimme kiss"

"Yu weird"

"Mi never say make a comment mi say take Yu fat pussy come right yasso come kiss me"

She stood then walked over to me and sat on my lap not forgetting to kiss me

After breaking the kiss I said again

"Yah mine, hear dat?"

"Mmhm"

"Words"

"Yes"

"Good girl"

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Same day
Zhara's POV:

Mi nuh fool eno but...... Maybe mi fool wah likkle bit yah mon

You're prolly thinking Zahra that nigga be disrespecting you and you just do whatever him say but when you're in my situation you'll understand

All a we man this

"Mmm, Zahve" I moaned as he trailed kisses up my neck

He placed his hand between my legs but I closed them