Remma A Untold Love Story (Book 1)

"I have a crush on my friend..."S1E5

Emma:

I'm at Cleo's house with Rikki. Rikki's laying on Cleo's bed. I keep glancing over at her. I wonder if what I'm feeling for her is real or maybe it's all a illusion that I made up in my head.

I can't help myself. All I want to do is just lay down and curl up next to her. She looks so peaceful. I try my best to look at Cleo. I pretend I wasn't just looking at Rikki for like 5 minutes straight. I try to keep my cool and act normal.

Later on the me and Rikki, go for a walk to discuss everything that went down at Mako island. It's just me and Rikki. I keep glancing over to look at Rikki. I hopping she doesn't notice.

3:45pm

I texted Cleo she wants us to meet up at her house. Cleo tells us about Lewis's special fishing spot. So we're not seen out on a public beach. Cleo's been there a few times with Lewis. We get into our swimming suits.

I look over and smile because I noticed that Rikki is wearing the one I gave her. It's small things like this that I notice in a person. For an example when me in Cleo were little. I saved up enough money from chores to buy her a fish tank and a fish of course.

Even though the fish ended up dying 2 weeks later. She still kept the fish tank and now she has new fish in it.

Rikki and I are begging Cleo to come with us to the beach to swim but she ends up not wanting to go. So much for that. Rikki and I go though.

What do you know Lewis comes out of know where. I mean it is his " highly classified fishing spot" to be far." But thank god he didn't see our tails. Love giant rocks at a time like this.

Lewis- "well I might just join you for a swim then"

I look over at Rikki hoping she can come up with something to say.

Rikki-" we're naked Lewis"

Lewis-" just a quick dip then"

Emma- " goodbye Lewis"

He finally takes the hint and leaves with Cleo. Me and Rikki make eye contact and smile at each other. You know the saying the eye is the gateway into the soul or something like that. I understand that saying now.

I stay up late, wondering what the feelings I felt were. In fairy tails it was always a princess and a prince. I've never had a crush before. I don't know what I'm feeling.

I get up from my bed to get a glass of water. I check my watch it's 4:00am. "Huh I really can't sleep" I say quietly to myself. As soon as the juice net café opens, I'm going there.

The next day

Emma-" Hey mom"

Lisa (Emma's mom) -"Yes sweetheart"

Emma-" I have a school paper due in two weeks. You know me I'm always trying to keep on top of things I was wondering if I could go to the juice net café to print out my paper"

Lisa (Emma's mom)-" yes that's fine sweetheart just make sure you're to school on time"

Emma-" ok thank you" I say.

At the juice, net Café, I am immediately and go to the search bar take a big sigh and a deep breath look around and type in "how to know if I'm a lesbian"

A million results pop up it's overwhelming to be honest. I go to a different tab and look up " how to know if I have a crush on my friend test"

After answering yes to all the " do you feel this way when you see her" and the " have you ever thought of kissing her" I sigh and clear the tabs. I'm 100% a lesbian and I have a crush on my friend..