𝐒𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬

𝐒𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝟐𝟕.

I waited by the steps as my heartbeat was fast and my chest felt hot. I kept biting my lip too just wanting to run down those stairs to John B and smack Sarah in the face. But I just had to attempt to keep a calm composure. I know I'd cry though..   but since Topper was going to be there and he's kinda in the same boat as me.. so he can maybe prevent my  calamity.

Soon Topper came over to me with his trunks on. We both then got up with smiles on our face pretending to laugh and joke about something random as John B and Sarah looked at us. John B's face lit up as he saw me and Sarah looked confused and I saw her slip out a slight sigh but it was quiet . She's failing miserably at trying not to make things obvious. My own sister..

The person I was excited to tell John B about in the first place. The one I told so much to.. the one I did many things with. The one who I had many happy moments with. The one who saw all the things I went through and stood by me. The one I grew up with.. This really is tearing my heart I can feel it.. 
Lesson learned. Love comes from heart and not blood majority of the time clearly..

"So what's going on hereee, what yall talking about", Topper asked enthusiastcally, trying not to give off any bad vibes. Sarah then looked away a little as she ran her fingers through her hair. "Just chilling that's all", Sarah said as she then looked at John B.

"Yeah I guess we were chilling but anyways you're here now babe, lets get in the pool, prepare to get cold", John B said as he got out the hot tub smiling as he then quickly walked up to me laughing. He then picked me up make me yelp as I begged for him to put me down. Despite my suspicion on Sarah, I'm now more focused on someone better.

John B then jumped into the pool with me, we then splashed each other repeatedly. While we were, Topper and Sarah were talking. About what? I don't know but Sarah looked annoyed and Topper looked sad. Soon Sarah then got out of the hot tub as Topper walked over to her trying to stop her. "Why the hell would you accuse me of liking John B? A good boyfriend wouldn't do that! He is with my sister! My fucking sister!", Sarah said as she turned around. 

"Oh really?! Because you are trying so hard to get his attention this whole trip and we heard your little conversation! I mean seriously, did you think I was that dumb to notice!", Topper said. Sarah then rolled her eyes as me and John B then stood there in the water watching. "You're making lies dam it Top!", Sarah shouted.

"I mean you did ask If I agreed to you being pretty like the sun.. and you tried getting real close to me in that hot tub and even we were playing with the floats.. more than you did with Topper", John B said awkwardly as I smiled. I was so happy he felt how I felt. Along with Topper too. I wasn't some crazy person, this wasn't in my head at all. But I wish this wasn't all true..

"What? I'm just being friendly! We never really talked and you're with my sister so here I am. Just trying to vibe. I don't even want you! And Topper, if you trusted me like you always say you would believe me! And Enola, come on you know me", Sarah said as she then looked at me. Now my brain was doing cartwheels. I had no idea what to say or feel.

"Gosh.. I can't.. I don't know what to say but.. I'm with John B on this one.. and if we all can sense it. that should say something. And even on the boat, you kept turning so that your butt showed everytime when John B came around, I noticed. Like.. You never acted like this with any other guy I've been with, and those guys always ended up wanting you. But this time John B doesn't. So what is the meaning of this?!", I said sternly as John B then wrapped his arm around me. Calming me down.

Sarah then didn't really say anything after, she then just rolled her eyes and started crying as she ran her fingers through her hair. "Fuck all of that and Fuck you", Sarah said as she then walked inside.

I then stood there in confusion. Was this actually all in my head? Or was she trying to fall victim. I'm Pissed off and honestly I can't deal with it. This has gotten too much..

"What the actual hell.. I asked her if anything was going on between her and you calmly because I felt concerned and she quickly had a blow up.. and now she's gone crying...", Topper said as he then looked at John B as he then shrugged. "Yeah.. I don't know what to say.. crazy", John B then replied. "But how do you feel Enola, since it's your sister".

"I don't know.. I feel heated but.. I need a distraction, and this all nighter make take a turn..", I said crossing my arms. "Lets just chill out here for a bit okay", John B said as he kissed me on the forehead as I nodded.

"And I'm just gonna go back inside to the kitchen, probably eat some mini donuts because I'm stressed", Topper said as he then walked inside.

Never in my life did I expect this.. but with past relationships, I should've had the thought at least once.. I mean I think I have but I pushed it aside..