𝐒𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬

𝐒𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝟑𝟏.

It was the next day. Sarah ended up staying with being convinced by Rose but not remotely feeling the need to stay. She wanted to blow her brains out for what she caused. She knew it was all crazy but she couldn't resist. She just wants to scream, cry, and stab herself. Her deep hidden jealousy got the best of her and now she lost her boyfriend and her sister. She just feels empty this morning.

Rose was downstairs eating some breakfast along with Wheezie. Topper rolled in not too long after and greeted them quietly  with a smile. He didn't have much to look back on he then went onto to tell Rose. "She probably would've attempted to cheat.. I know my worth so there's no going back to that.. I'm freaking hurt no doubt but I'm not gonna hurt myself even more by taking her back.. I could forgive.. if anything even dam happens for her character development but I'm not gonna forget.. so we'll probably end up being mutual.. god.. I hate this..".

"I should be more involved with all of this guys.. maybe I could help.. even if I'm younger, I feel bad..", Wheezie said as Rose patted her back. "It's alright sweetheart.. just want the best for you.. and I just want what's best for everyone. None of y'all need any stress or heartbreak.. I'm gonna work out something in this early morning before everyone else comes down. You just go on and eat, I'll be back" Rose said as she gave Wheezie a soft rub on the back before walking outside, leaving the young girl and Topper to each other.

"Wheezie.. it's better you're not involved okay.. your life is great I'm sure. You're always joyful and you don't stress much. You see a vacation in everything. That's what you deserve. Wanting to help, that shows how great you are, but save yourself the trouble okay.. like your mom.. well what Rose said, she's gonna figure it out and things are gonna be great", Topper said with a faint smile as Wheezie nodded and smiled back. "Why did Sarah have to do you like.. so dirty.. that's so unfair.. you're a good guy", Wheezie said. "You're a great sister", Topper said as he then took a deep breath. "Face the task at hand Wheezie, I'll tell you that", He then went onto say as Wheezie nodded.

It was getting more late in the morning. John B was getting ready while Enola was taking a warm/cold shower to help herself feel refreshed for whatever she had to take on possibly toady. Sarah was laying in bed, she woke up but went back to sleep, she refused to actually get fully awake at all.

Rose came back inside with a look of feeling complete. She then called everyone down to the living room. Enola walked down after John B. She then ended up hugging his arm as they sat down. Topper sat down in a single couch chair with his orange juice. Wheezie was laying on another single couch chair, with her eyes closed and her glasses in her lap. Sarah then came downstairs but she had shades on. To hide her dried mascara, her dead eyes, her guilt?

Rose then continued to stand as she then crossed her arms. "Clearly there's undeniable tension going around. Bad tension. I know I'm not any of y'all's true mothers but I want to act as one and I want to be the adult here and help solve the problems than just let them happen and blow over. Now.. I want Sarah to talk first. Say what's on your mind, say what has been done, and why you did what you did", Rose said as Sarah looked at her and took of her shades with a questionable look. Rose then mouthed to her thats it's okay as she nodded. Sarah then sighed and sat back on the couch as she put her shades back on.

"I don't even want to talk.. I don't even want to be here.. this is complete bullshit.. whatever I say.. like that's not gonna fucking change anything so I don't know why I have to when I could just leave and save everyone's peace", Sarah said annoyed as Enola then cut her off. "You're not some hero for even trying to do that..".

"Rose never said you could speak yet", Sarah said as Enola put up the finger to her face.

"Alright girls! This is how we get no where actually! Now Sarah grow up right now and own it! No need to be a coward for something you caused that was more than unnecessary!", Rose said firmly as Sarah rolled her eyes and  grunted.

"Okay! Don't yell at me! I'll speak okay! Making me more pissed off!", Sarah said and before Rose could speak again, Sarah stood up to speak. "I fucked up.. I full on know that.. and I don't need to go back to school after this with half the school knowing so y'all must not tell anyone not even your friends. Well you probably will.. but don't need the whole school knowing! I knew deep down I was jealous okay! I was of you Enola! It felt good to be the one that was okay, the one to be there for people, the one that got the attention! I felt like a princess! It just feels good to have people want you, people to favor you.. Ward showed me first handedly and it got over my head! I was happy to get you away from Ward of course Enola.. he was a fucked up person.. deserves to be away for good.. and I'm happy Rafe got away as well.. that doesn't bother me one bit.. and yeah I was happy that John B got with you.. I just didn't imagine you guys would last so long.. yeah that's a dumb thing to feel.. I'm an evil bitch..Ward would love it wouldn't he.. and Topper.. you're a great boyfriend and I loved how we snuck around. You didn't want me for one thing, you wanted all of me.. that's something any girl could ask for.. but yeah I screwed everyone up.. all of this up because of greed and jealousy.. I know it okay! I own up to it! I'm an unstable shit face of a sister, a girlfriend, and a person because I did it to myself.. so yes.. I want to get a flight back home without you guys.. I'm not asking for forgiveness because I can't apologize for something I did do literally not too long ago and everyone is hurt. So I'm gonna go definitely no matter the convincing. You guys deserve better. I let all this get the best of me.. making me lose you guys.. that, that I am sorry for..".

After Sarah constantly speaking word after word on the dot. Rose was left speechless. Topper just folded his lips inward and looked away. And Enola sighed as she held her hands in her lap. She started to feel more again but, it wasn't exact.

She was relieved that Sarah even did the bare minimum of owning up and being real about it. Forgiving will probably take a while and Enola hates that she even has to probably do any of that. But as Sarah plans to leave, Enola won't fight it and she'll let her go.