I GOT YOU

43.

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2 DAYS LATER 

SPENCER POV 

"I feel like I'm failing you. I feel like I'm not meant to be a mother. I feel like my body's letting me down. I feel like I'm failing the girls and myself." Liv tells me as she lays her head on my shoulder. 

"I'm sorry baby, I know how much motherhood has taken a toll on you and your mental health. I don't want you to feel any of this because YOU are one of the greatest moms out there and I want you to know that you're not failing anyone, not even yourself." I told her as she checked the baby monitor and made sure everything was good. 

I was apologizing to Liv for all of the hurtful things I had said when I asked her what was on her mind and how she was feeling. I've seen her vulnerable but this side of Liv is one I haven't seen in a long time and my goal is to make sure she is fully okay. 

"Why does everything bad happen to me? God, what did I do to deserve half of the shit I'm going through? Spencer, I know you tell me like 50 thousand times a day but do you love me? All my insecurities, issues, problems, attitudes, what do you love about me?" She asks as she looks down at the floor. 

"Baby, I love every damn thing about you. You know we always say that God's timing is always right and he holds the paths of our life. I know how much losing both your parents affected you but I've seen you come back and make sure our kids love each other and love us. Liv, you're OUR superhero, so whatever you need, let me know, I gotchu, you stuck with me, woman." I say as I embrace her into a giggling hug. 

As we break apart from the hug, I look into her eyes and remember why I fell in love with the woman in the first place. I was out of line when I spoke about her mothering and work, the truth is....she can have all of it and I will be here every step of the way. 

"I love you, Spencer James." She says placing her hand on my cheek and bringing my head down. 

"I love you too, Olivia James," I say sealing the space between us. 

We live in the moment until we snap back to reality to one of our babies crying...oh the joys of parenthood.

JORDAN POV 

It's been a while since I've been around but little do y'all know...I've been around this whole time. Most of y'all motherfuckers thought I was in jail when really Kia bailed me out and ever since then, I've moved closer to Spencer and Olivia. I'm guessing tons of shit has happened since I dropped off the face of the earth and to my surprise, that bitch actually had a baby...one she can carry. 

I've seen the way that they love each other and I see the way that they post each other on their social media but what's gonna happen when I post this picture of Spencer and I because he came and fucked me yesterday. 

I don't know how this keeps happening but he can't stay away. Lucky for me, I found out the gender yesterday, and what a perfect way to surprise him and the gang at his house. I'm sure Lani will be ecstatic to see me. 

I hop in the car and drive to their house. I gather my things and prepare my speech before I go and knock on the door and to my surprise Liv opens it. Here goes nothing...

"Jordan...what...what are you doing here?" She asks with a shocked expression on her face. 

"I thought it would be a great idea to come by and see Lani and tell you and Spencer the good news I have because none of you know," I tell her as I walk in the door. Damn, they're doing better than I thought they were. 

"Oh, okay just let yourself in I guess." She says as she closes the door and I make myself comfortable in a kitchen chair as Spencer comes down from what I'm guessing is his workout. 

Time for the BIG ANNOUNCEMENT...

OLIVIA POV 

This was not how I expected my afternoon to go. Spencer and I have to get ready for date night and with her here...she feeds into our reservation time. I see Spencer come downstairs and he looks at Jordan and then back at me. 

"Jordan...what are you doing here?" He asks her as she flirts with him in MY face. This bitch hasn't met protective Liv but she will. 

"I'm here to tell you guys some good news. Liv, I don't know if your husband has been completely honest with you lately because.....I'm pregnant with his baby." She tells me and I laugh because I don't want a repeat of what happened last time. 

"WHAT! Jordan....why are you starting shit now? Just show up just to say that...woman bye." He tells her as she laughs...

"Deny it all you want but let's pull up this footage and show Liv all the things you said about her and y'all future while you were deep inside me...." She says as I look at him and move over to see this footage....I can't believe my eyes.

CONTINUED NEXT CHAPTER

I HAD TO BRING HER BACK AND CAUSE MORE DRAMA....AND YES SHE'S ACTUALLY PREGGERS WITH HIS BABY........OR IS SHE???