Expriencing Change

24

Xavier

Its been two weeks since my brother stop talking to me. I've tried all my possible best to get him to talk to me but to no avail. I never knew Kentrell could be this tough to crack.

Fine I was wrong but is someone not allowed to make mistake? Damn! I've told him times without number that have learnt my lesson and I did it the hard way but nigga just won't give me listening ear...

I sigh staring at Donny! Funny enough, when I think I'm having it hard, there is Donny who's literally following my brother up and down like a lost puppy apologizing.

Kentrell is really playing hard to get, is the ill treatment not yet enough?

Avi what we gonna do now?

Avi   'I chuckle, Kentrell haven't be calling me that in a minute.

What you think we should do? 'I ask back

I really dunno. Trell can't seriously keep this up. Your Mom has forgiven him already, why can't he forgive us too?

I sigh

Donny continue' You shouldn't have done that though. I told your ass, in no condition should you act drastically but no, you went ahead and made the most stupidest decision- dragging me into it!

I inhale harshly then breath out knowing damn well, he right. Shit! I'm not gonna lie, he did warn me but I went ahead and did as I please because I was hurt'  I'm sorry 'I apologize softly

Donny groan' If only Kentrell would accept my apologize too!

What killing me is that, he don't even believe me with all the explanation I've been giving . I damn didn't have nothing to do with what transpired between you all that Saturday but hell nah, nigga not believing shit I'm saying! He stay believing I'm the bad guy, just because I supported you even though he knows damn well, why I did that! 'He lash out

I'm sorry okay? 'I try again

Donny sigh running his hand through his hair staring ahead at nothing. There was a minute or two of silence before he spoke up again

Why don't you go ahead and tell Trell, I had nothing to do with you snitching on him, please? I can't take all this bullshit no more. I'm begging Avi

I smack my lip together' I really wish I can do that, nigga sometimes be behaving as if he don't want me around. I'm having it that bad!  Yeah we live in the same house, sleep in the same room,  eat same food, hang with our parents together but dude don't say shit to me aside answering basic questions when necessary!

Donny groan rubbing on his face

Do you think we should just accept Kareem? 'I ask calmly

Donny said nothing but gave me a "are you kidding me right now" look

I know you don't like him but I think that's the only way Trell will let everything go.

I don't get

Let's get to him through Kareem 'I gave him a straight to the point explanation

But you know damn well I don't like that nigga not even a little bit, so what the fuck you saying? 'He gave me a stern look

But you like Kentrell and want his forgiveness, right? 'I eye him

Donny just roll his eyes at my question

Let try to befri-

I'm not doing non of that Avi. I'm damn sure Kentrell will be forgiving us soon. I'm pretty sure he already tired of acting childish don't you see he no longer push us off like he did the first time?