BL ONESHOTS NO.2

²⁰⁴⁰⚠️Tharn x Type x Techno😭🥰⁰⁴⁰²

Techno' POV

I felt like the third wheel because you two were loving and leaving me out, but I know I'm not. I felt like I was so out of this relationship but you two brought me into it and now I think I'm no longer in it with you two. I feel like I'm just a friend again and I didn't want that. I love you two so much that I'm slowly killing myself thinking that I am only a friend now but I know I'm not because I still get morning kisses, morning cuddles, and a whole heap of love from you two but I feel like I'm no longer needed anymore, I want to be needed, I want to be wanted, but I want to be loved by all means necessary because in a way I'm always going to feel like this and I know I shouldn't be. I know I'm loved, I know you two love me but my mind keeps telling me otherwise, and right now I want to end it all. 

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A couple of weeks went by and Techno still felt that he was no longer needed, he felt that if he just left and never came back they would be happier but he didn't know half of the reason why they fell for him to begin with and maybe this is what he needed to hear from them. 

So, before Techno left the house and for work, except he wasn't planning on going to work, he had something else in mind.

"Baby, can we talk to you first." Type and Tharn sat down with Techno and he had a smile on his face like nothing was wrong he assumed the two in front of him thought he was but they knew otherwise.

"Baby, we love you, you know that right?" Techno nodded his head. "We love you, babe, we always will, we always have, we love you Techno."

Tecno then got up and gave kisses to both Tharn and Type and told them he would be late for work if he didn't go now, so Techno left closing the front door behind him and as he did he balled his eyes out. Not knowing that they knew that he wasn't going to work because they usually had a piece of paper on the fridge with all their schedules but Techno hadn't put his up for about a month now and that was when Type realized something was up with Techno.

Techno had gone to a bridge, something that made him feel calm because every time he went there and sat down, he thought of jumping off and ending everything once and for all. 

Techno took out a piece of paper from the bag he had left home with and a pen and started writing.

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Loves,

I'm sorry for not being your all or being enough for you, I wish I could be but I know I'm not and I know that I'm too much, I've been thinking about a lot of things and right this very second I want to go. Save you from having to do it, I will be the first one to. It was a great time loving you two and I know that I wouldn't have it any other way. You will be okay without me, I will be fine because I'm going to see death. I'm going because you two have each other. I'm not what you two need and I think it's just my time to go. 

I love you Tharn and Type. I will love you from here and till forever and even when I'm gone. 

Love yours truly, Techno.

While writing the letter, Techno had cried on the piece of paper.

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After a while, he jumped, hitting his head on a huge rock underwater and passing out right away, someone watched trying to get to him before he jumped but couldn't because of the traffic they immediately called the ambulance and cops, and Techno was rescued and taken to the hospital where he was checked over with everything and then they found the letter on him and read it, the knew his name by the name at the end of the letter, and they immediately knew who he was.

Lucky that Techno was known in the hospital seeing Type as his boyfriend they knew who Techno was and seeing the letter they knew he tried committing suicide.

Tharn and Type were immediately called and they were rushed to the hospital and Techno was still passed out. They both read the letter that was tear-stained by Techno crying while he wrote it and they stayed by his side until he woke up and they were praying he would wake up because they needed him. 

Tharn held Techno's left hand as Type held his right and they stayed with him day and night waiting for him to just wake up already. They left sweet loving kisses on his forehead and washed him when they needed to, they stayed with him in his hospital room for a month and then Techno finally woke up. 

Tharn and Type felt their hands tighten and they realized that Techno was finally waking up.

"Baby, you are up," Tharn says as he gets up and kisses his head, smiling and crying finally having results of Techno being okay.

"Don't you ever do that again? You scared the fuck out of me, please don't do that again." Type blurted out kissing Techno and wrapping himself around Techno as carefully as he could because of all the lines that were attached to him. 

"I'm sorry." Techno quietly says but is told not to talk much, Type wouldn't let go once he was finally able to get on the bed with Techno after most of the machines and lines were moved out of the way, no one could move Type from his hold on Techno and Type finally slept properly because he hadn't since Techno wouldn't wake up. Type snuggled closer to Techno and he was finally happy that his baby was okay. Tharn knew Type would be this relieved and he knew that he would need to sleep but Type wouldn't go anywhere else because he wanted to sleep with Techno once he knew he was okay, and Type was asleep in the hospital bed with Techno. He instantly felt happy now that he got to hear Techno breathing steady and seeing him awake.

Tharn went out for a little bit because he wanted to get them all something better to eat and he kissed Techno on the head and then his lips, and did the same to Type who was still asleep and then left, and after a little while he came back with food that made the room smell amazing.

Techno and Tharn talked and laughed and ate while Type stayed as close to Techno as he could because he was tired and the only way he could sleep was after Techno was good so his two boyfriends let him sleep. 

"Baby, why did you think we didn't need you or want you." Techno stayed quiet but spoke.

"I don't know, I just didn't believe I was loved or if I was giving you both what you needed from me." Techno says and Type snuggles more closely and then Tharn adds, "We love you, always, we love you so much that he didn't sleep one bit for the month you were asleep. He wouldn't rest until you woke up. Until he knew you would be okay. We love you, baby." 

Type snuggled more into Techno.

"He is happy love, you're okay now and so is he." 

Techno was then discharged from the hospital with medication that would help with his pain. 

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At home.

"Come on baby, be careful." Type says as he helps Techno out of the car and inside until he gets Techno to sit down on the couch. "Do you want anything else my love," Type asks but Techno just puts his arms out to Type and so Type sits down with Techno and they cuddle for a bit, as Tharn come' inside he smiles at Type and Techno and sits down with them and the just cuddle on the couch for a while, and by the time they realize what the time was, they had to order food because it was too late to cook anything?

Techno then settled in well, because his boyfriends pampered him so much and now his thoughts were changed into positive thoughts. He was loved to the fullest and cherished so much that nothing would take him away.

"I love you two, so much, thank you for loving me with all you have and so much more, I appreciate everything you two have done for me," Techno says as he was snuggled into Tharn' chest and holding Type' hand in his.

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The trio went through a lot and it made their love more open and more communicative and it was strong since Techno almost left the earth. The trio became happier and more loving and more talkative with each other.

Life was more good for this trio.

Love worked in hand for these three.

{No142. Hope this is alright, i'm sorry. Bye now.]