BL ONESHOTS NO.2

⁴⁰⁹⁰💔Mew x Top /x/ Ray x San❤️⁰⁹⁰⁴

Mew's POV

As I sat alone in my room, staring at the blank walls, my mind began to wander. I couldn't help but think about him. The guy who had been pursuing me for months now. It wasn't like I didn't notice him. Of course, I did. How could I not? He was Gorgeous, kind, and had a heart of gold. But unfortunately, my heart didn't beat for him.

It wasn't that I didn't try to reciprocate his feelings. I did, for a while. But the more time we spent together, the more I realized that I just couldn't give him the love he deserved. I wish I could love him back, I truly do. But the heart wants what it wants, and mine didn't want him.

It was agonizing to see the look in his eyes every time he looked at me. The hope and adoration that he held for me, it was suffocating. I knew I was hurting him, but I couldn't bring myself to break his heart. So I continued to lead him on, hoping that one day my feelings would change. But they never did.

He did everything for me. He made me breakfast in bed, surprised me with thoughtful gifts, and showered me with affection. It would have been easy to fall for someone like him, but my heart was too stubborn. It only beat for someone else, someone who didn't even know I existed yet.

As the days went by, I could see the pain in his eyes growing. He would smile, but there was always a hint of sadness behind it. And I couldn't bear to see him like that. I knew I had to do something, but I was afraid of hurting him even more. So I continued to play along, trapped in this one-sided love story.

He would often ask me why I didn't love him, and I would give him vague answers, not wanting to hurt his feelings. But the truth was, I didn't have a reason. Love is not a choice, and my heart had chosen someone else.

I could see that he was slowly giving up on me. He stopped trying so hard, and his eyes lost the sparkle that once shined so brightly for me. And that's when it hit me. I had to let him go. I couldn't keep holding onto him, knowing that I could never love him the way he deserved to be loved.

I sat him down one day and told him the truth. I saw the tears streaming down his face as I explained to him that I couldn't love him like he wanted me to. It was the hardest thing I had ever done, watching his heart shatter in front of me. But I knew it was for the best.

He left, and I was left alone with my thoughts once again. I couldn't help but wonder if I had made the right decision. Maybe I should have just continued pretending to love him. But deep down, I knew it was the right thing to do. He deserved someone who would love him with all their heart, and that someone was not me.

As I sat in my room, staring at the now-empty walls, I couldn't help but feel a sense of emptiness. I had lost a friend, and it was all because of my stubborn heart. But I knew that he would find someone who would love him the way he deserved, and that thought brought a bittersweet smile to my face.

Love can be a beautiful thing, but it can also be cruel. And in this one-sided love story, it was cruel to both him and me. But I have learned my lesson. I will never play with someone's heart again, because I know firsthand how much it hurts to be on the receiving end of unrequited love.

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Author.

They both ended up finding their love.

The love that made them shine brighter than they ever did before.

Ray found his love in a guy named San, he gave him the love Ray needed and wanted and it sure made them both happy, Ray woke up every day to morning kisses and 5 minutes of cuddles in bed before getting up to get ready for work, and they would eat breakfast together and then San would drive Ray to work, give him a goodbye kiss and then pick Ray up the same way. Ray found his soulmate after a heartbreak that shattered his entire being to piece with not knowing if he was ever going to survive but he did because of the love San brought to him everyone day since.

Mew had given himself the courage to confess his love to the one person his heart chose and in return, the heart chose right because the other felt the same way and so Mew finally had a love in a guy whose heart chose him, and his name is Top.

Both Ray and Mew lived on with their loves and did everything good since then.

[No.175. Hope this is alright. Bye now.]