Our love

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Xavier's POV.

Today is Thursday which means tomorrow me and Anna would be officially husband and wife after the dinner we had last night. She pulled me aside and told me that she would love to spend time with me just by myself tomorrow before we get married so I said OK unfortunately she wanted to sleep in this morning so she told me to go ahead and keep myself busy until she wakes up. I ended up seeing Sabrina in the lobby so I asked her if she wanted to come with me when we were playing in the ocean with the fish listening to a scuba diver instructor. It was very nice seeing her laugh and smile brought back so many memories when we dated as we were at the bar having a couple of drinks I asked her if she thinks I'm making a mistake when she asked me a mistake about what I looked at her and said marry, Anna.

I can't tell you whether you're making a mistake or not do you love Anna! She said quietly looking at me.

Of course I do she's an amazing person. It's just I think I'm too old for her even though she's 20 she acts like she's 18 she always wants to go out and party She also has a really bad shopping habit! I said drinking my drink.

Xavier, you're not too old for her y'all are literally a few years apart and about the shopping habit every girl has one! She said drinking her drink.

When she said that, I looked at her she let out a small laugh. I don't know why I'm talking to Sabrina like this. I guess it's just because I can trust her and I really want to make sure that I'm making the right decision. She asked me if my parents were coming down for the wedding and I said yes, I said they're supposed to be flying down here tonight. She told me that I didn't work too excited explain to her it's because my father doesn't really like Anna he thinks she's using me for my money show me that parents always want what's best for their kids and I shouldn't be too hard on my dad that he just is looking out for me. I asked her how is it being a nurse, she shrugged her shoulders and says she doesn't know.

I actually quit my job before I went on this trip. I realize that I'm an amazing person and then amazing worker and they don't appreciate me so I am moving to California with my friend and we're going to start working out at Children's Hospital! She said smiling at me.

Oh... you're moving! I said trying not to sound hurt.

Yes I just realize it's probably best! She said quietly.

I quietly agreed with her. I ordered another drink, and we started talking about something else as we were laughing and joking around, I don't know what came over me I don't know if it was the alcohol talking, or my feelings towards her, but I looked at her lips and leaned forward and I kissed her She pulled away and said we can't she said that I'm getting married tomorrow and I need to focus on that as she was talking, I noticed that tears were coming out of her eyes. She apologized and said she had to go and left I lean forward and said shit quietly under my breath someone put their hand on my back and said obviously I have no idea what I'm doing. I looked and saw it was Jacob.

I don't know what's wrong with me Jake up I want Anna, but another point I want Sabrina! I said, shaking my head .

No you don't want Anna you just want to be with her so you can push your feelings away that you have for Sabrina. Do you remember when we were in high school and you were telling me that you and Sabrina were going to take a small break! He said looking at me.

Yeah that's because we got into a fight about me hanging out with girls who are clearly flirting with me! I said, shaking my head.

He sat down next to me and said that that night when I told him me and Sabrina were going to take a small break, he told me to not do that. He said that me and Sabrina meant to be together and it's best if we work out our problems. He put his hand on my shoulder and said this is that time he said he really does like Anna, and she seems like a nice person, but we have nothing in common at all he said that it's best if I just spent the rest of my life with someone that I knew from top to bottom inside and out I told him that I love Anna he said no that I don't. The only reason why I say that is because I'm trying to get rid of the feelings I have for Sabrina he said that him and Beverly were going to go do a few things with their daughter. He said if I need to talk, he'll be around after he left I paid for my drinks and went back to the hotel room.

Anna was doing her hair in the mirror. She smiles that she was just about to head downstairs when she smelled the alcohol my breath. She asked me if I've been drinking I told her yes but I only had a couple of drinks as I sat on the bed. She asked me how my day was. So far I told her it was good that I saw Sabrina in the lobby so I just spent time with her as soon as I said that she looked at me she didn't proceeded to put her earrings in and asked me what it means Sabrina do I told her that we went for a scuba dive lesson had a couple of drinks at the bar, and I kissed her. I didn't mean to tell her that I kissed her, but as soon as that came out of a male if I started talking again She looked at me and said I did what.