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Sabrinas, POV, part two.

When the chief said that he had something to tell me as well, I told him that he can go first he looked at me and said that he was putting me on the maternity floor I told him that I always work on the clinic floor, so why am I going to the maternity floor? He told me that he just thinks it's better if I give the new doctor some space he put his glasses down roll rubbing his eyes telling me that he knows that I'm a good person and he understands that I know a lot of stuff that nurses and doctors are supposed to know, but that doesn't give me the right to embarrass the new doctor like I did.

Embarrass... Sir, I wasn't embarrassing him I was just telling him how I felt! I said confused.

Well, Dr. Robertson says otherwise so all I need you to do is just saw this piece of paper and we will get all of your paperwork set up to the maternity floor! He said putting a paper in front of me.

I took the pen in my hand while looking at the paper, I was about to sign it, but then I remembered what Chelsea said there's no point of me staying here because I will never become a doctor if I stay here and I have a better chance of going to the Children's Hospital she's going to. I told him that before I sign it, so I just wanted to ask him a question he looked at me with a confused look, and said, what is it I looked at him and asked him do I ever have a chance of becoming a doctor he shook his head. He said that he already gave me an answer to that and said that any doctor or surgeon that retires are always replaced with doctors are surgeons from different hospitals and I told him that's all I needed to know. I got up and put the pin back on the table and walked towards the door. He asked me where I was going and said that I still need to sign the paper.

Actually, I don't because I quit I realize that I'm a good worker an amazing one I know stuff that nurses and doctors are supposed to know I know how to do open-heart surgery I know how to give CPR on a baby I know how to do a lot of stuff but y'all don't appreciate it so I quit! I said looking at him.

What... you can't quit you have so much potential you're just going to waste it! He said, standing up.

You're right I do have so much potential but I'm not going to waste it I'm going to go to a Hospital that actually appreciates my hard work! I said to him before leaving.

After I left his office, I went straight to the employee locker room I grabbed all of my stuff in the locker and took down the pictures of me Chelsea and Ryan that I took over the years as I was walking out side Ryan was talking to a girl she was very beautiful and she was pregnant and Ryan looked at me and asked me if I was going home early. I said yes because I quit he was surprised that I said that to him and he asked me what happened and I told him that no one appreciates what I do around here so I'm going to go apply to that Children's Hospital. He smiled and said that's good that he's happy for me He looked at the woman and introduced her to me. Apparently it was his girlfriend.

This is Abigail she sometimes comes up here to visit me on my lunch break! He said smiling at her.

Nice to meet you, Abigail, my name is Sabrina how far along are you? I said looking at her stomach.

I'm about five months  I'll be turning six months in about a week! She said, smiling while rubbing her belly.

I gave them a small smile, and I continue to my conversation with them after I stop talking to them I got in my car and drove home when I got home I took a relaxing bath just to ease my muscles and then I sat on the couch while watching Law and order while drinking my glass of wine I didn't falling asleep, and when I woke up, I realized what I just did and I started freaking out and panicking. I can't believe I just quit my job. I'll grab my phone because I had to call the chief and tell him that I was just playing and I will go on the maternity floor but I sat on the bed to call myself down, and I looked around. My apartment is shit. I mean my air conditioner breaks so many times the landlord charges me every time when it breaks.

And to top it all off the apartment walls are very thin so I can hear all the arguments that my next-door neighbors get into I have about $10,000 saved up I just never really pictured myself moving I've been staying in this apartment for about three years and it gets shittier and shittier every single day and I told myself that what I'm doing is a good thing. The first thing I have to do is find a place to stay in. Chelsea told me that she already got herself a three bedroom apartment and told me that I can stay with her until I find a place so I'm going to do that. I ended up going to sleep because in the morning I had to get up to go to the airport because Xavier and Anna we're getting married this Friday and hopefully when I go there, no feelings pop-up.