Our love

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Anna's POV.

When we got back to the café and I got ready for dinner once something fell on the ground when I looked and saw that it was the Chapstick that Sabrina gave me. I opened it and put it on my lips as I tasted my lips I saw that it was the same taste that Xavier put on my lips when he kissed me there's no way that Sabrina and Xavier kissed each other. I mean I know that their exes, but they should know better but then again, I see the way that Xavier and Sabrina look at each other and I can tell that there's still something going on between them when Xavier was sleeping peacefully next to me I was just looking at the Chapstick on the nightstand. I wanted to ask him very badly of him and Sabrina kissed each other, but I figured I would just leave it alone.

The next morning when I woke up Christina was desperately trying to flirt with Jacob, but he wasn't paying attention because him and Beverly were talking. It's nice to see that they worked on their relationship was the president come downstairs for breakfast Molly went to go get her when she saw that her bedroom was empty and all of her stuff was gone She asked us if we have seen Sabrina. Everyone said they haven't seen her not since the festival and dinner Christina said she saw her last night judging by the way, she was rushing she had somewhere to be Xavier asked Christina where exactly did Sabrina say she was going she told all of us that she had to go back to work. Apparently there was something going on so she had to cut her vacation short.

Xavier kept asking questions like he was worried about her or something so I told him that it's OK cause she's a grown adult that she can worry about herself and after breakfast was over. I helped Molly clean up the kitchen when she left to go put on something warm, Christina kept looking at me so I asked her what was wrong she said nothing. She just wanted to know if I was aware that Xavier Sabrina made out with each other I looked at her like she was crazy and told her that she doesn't know what she's talking about.

I thought you would say that, but it's true I mean  I thought I should tell you this myself Sabrina didn't leave because she had to work to do she left because she said she couldn't stand the guilt, and when I asked her, what does she mean? She said that she feels guilty for kissing him! She said, shaking her head.

But... they haven't seen each other in five years. Why would they still like each other? I said confused.

Oh, trust me they still like each other the way they were all up on each other in high school and middle school you can't push feelings away like Sabrina and Xavier have! She said before leaving the kitchen.

After Christina left, I was aggressively washing the dishes every time when I thought more and more about what Christina said it made me even more angry. Molly came up to me and asked me if I was OK and I told her I was fine. She said that obviously I wasn't because I was scrubbing the plate like it owes me money I put the plate down and asked her why Xavier and Sabrina broke up in high school she blew air out of her mouth and said it's complicated, but she doesn't mind telling me she said that Sabrina and Xavier had their whole life planned out after they graduated high school they were going to go to the same college. She said, unfortunately Xavier realize that being with the same woman was going to be hard for him, so he broke up with her.

What... why would he do that? I said confused.

Honestly, I think it's just because he was scared I also think it's because he felt like Sabrina was moving too fast! She said, shrugging her shoulders.

I didn't say anything she asked me what was really going on. I told her that I have a feeling that Sabrina and Xavier still like each other. She told me that's crazy. She said Sabrina was not looking for someone to mess around with, but she was focusing on her job. She also said that Xavier really loves me and that they don't have any feelings towards each other anymore. I wanted to believe her I really did but a part of me a new that she was lying after I got done cleaning the kitchen I went upstairs to the room. I was sitting on the bed, holding the Chapstick that Sabrina gave me I told myself I wasn't going to confront Xavier but I figured it's best if I know the truth he went for a jog with Jacob, so when he came into the room, he was telling me about how beautiful it is when I didn't say anything he looked at me and asked me if I was OK.

I looked at him with the stats. Mom told him know that I'm not. I told him that we really need to talk about us as he sat on the bed confused he asked me what's going on I told him that I don't think we should get married He told me that he already told me that I was the only girl for him. I told him that it's not just a marriage. I think we should take a break when he suggested that I was saying we should break up. I told him that I honestly didn't know he grabbed both of my hands and asked me what was really going on. I told him that I know about him and Sabrina in about their little Makeout session when he looked at me he asked me if she told me a quietly said so it's true he said yes he explained to me that it just happened and he didn't want it to happen but It just did.