// I'm real motivated rn//
Evan smiles and throws me into a hug.
He seems so happy, it makes me happy.
"Well, you look beautiful tonight." He says as we pull away.
"Aww, thank you." I place my hands over my heart and smile.
"What did you think, blaire?" He asks, sliding his hand down my arm and holding my hand.
"Oh, your music is sick! It was amazing!" She says, she smiles wide.
"Thank you!" He says, they both look excited. "Do you guys wanna take a picture?"
"Yeah!" Me and blaire say together.
We take the picture, Evans arm is around me and blaires arm is also around me.
"One with just you and Evan?" Blaire asks me.
"Yeah!" I say as she walks infront of us.
Evan moves his arm from my shoulders to my waist, he pulls me close.
I smile and slightly lean my head on his shoulder.
"Alright, we gotta get going. I'll see you later, Ev!" I say before hugging Evan one more time.
Me and blaire get in the car, we both look at each other.
We both squeal and giggle, excited.
"I'm literally in love." I sigh after we finish our freak out.
She drives me home, I tell her I love her and walk in my house.
"Mayor!" I say "my kitty, I love you!" I kiss his forehead as I scoop him up in my arms.
He meows at me to put him down.
"Aw okay, I'm sorry." I set him back in the floor.
He runs away to eat his leftover food.
I walk to my room to get changed.
I'm sweaty and hot.
It was fun, but I don't know if I can do that again.
My feet are aching, my ears are ringing.
I slip off the clothes I have on and hop in the shower.
Black tinted water flows off of my face.
"I really need to get waterproof eyeliner." I think.
The shower feels great.
My leg and foot pain eases, I am calm.
There's "take me away" by Nico collins playing through my speakers.
"Take me away, take me away" I sing with the song.
"Who am I to try and save me from myself?" I relate to the song.
"Take me away, take me away" I sit down in the shower.
"I'd give anything to just be someone else" I put my head between my knees.
"Help me I am fading from the rope around my neck" I know it's weird, but the water hits my back in just the right places.
"I need your strength to cut me down again" it's like a massage.
"I swear that I don't wanna die, but it's seems hopeless everytime" the song resonates with me, I have everything I could ever want.
"The darkness comes alive from deep within" and yet I'm still not 'happy.'
"I know if I tried to end it you would send my soul straight down" I have a platform, a house, food, friends.
"Disappointed in the way I wasted life and threw it out" it seems like my life is perfect.
"Well if the pain is gonna last forever don't you think," but I don't feel like it.
"It would be okay if we just say, you gave me angel wings" it's selfish, I know.
"Take me away, take me away" I can't help but think there's always something I could've done differently.
"Who am I to try and save me from myself?" Maybe there's something out there for me,
"Take me away, take me away" or someone.
"I'd give anything to just be someone else" maybe one day I'll find them,
"Show me that there's something more," maybe it's Evan.
"Or someone else worth living for" maybe it's blaire.
"Open up my eyes and lead the way" maybe it's someone else,
"Cause a lump is rising in my throat," maybe it's someone I haven't met yet.
"The one that wants to see my choke"
But I know they're out there,
"Suffocating me with misery" and that keeps me going.
"Take me away" the last note plays and I lift my head from my knees.
I clear the thoughts from my head and step out of the shower.
The floor is slippery, I almost fall as I wrap the towel around my body.
I put on a night shirt and lay down in my bed.
A discord notification rings from my computer.
I ignore it.
Mayor lays down in the nook between my legs and stomach.
I stroke his head and slowly drift off to sleep.
Before I can fully go to bed, all these thoughts go through my mind.
"What if Evan is just messing with me?" I think, "just using me for his songs or something."
"But what if he's the one I'm meant to stay for?" These thoughts race through my mind, I can't help but think
"Does he really care?"
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