//I'm going to hot topic Tmr and I'm going to a bunch of other stores I'm finally going to complete my emoness IM GETTING TX2 MERCH TOO also I love this story I don't want it to end but it might end like super soon I'm so so sorry but I'm starting a new one//
She didn't mean it like that though.
She didn't love me like I loved her.
I loved her like she was mine.
The next time I can see, I am in the hospital.
I didn't die, unfortunately.
Blaire is holding my hand.
She sees my eyes open.
She gasps, "Autumn!"
"Now why would you save me? You dumb rat."
"Not the time."
A nurse walks in, "she awake." She says.
"Yeah, unfortunat-" I begin, blaire covers my mouth.
Okay, turns out I'm not in a hospital.
I'm in a fucking psych ward.
I'm not crazy!
I just tried to kill myself!
It's not that deep!!
The nurse giggles at my remark and stands at the little rolly table thing.
"Someone thinks I'm funny." I roll my eyes.
The nurse start to scribble in her little clipboard.
I hear the door open.
I look over to see who it is.
"What are you doing her?" Me and blaire say, together.
"Well, just because I broke up with you, doesn't mean I don't care about you." Evan says.
"Well, I don't want you in here."
The nurse was about to escort him out, he looks at me.
"Please! Please let me talk to her!" He pleads.
She tells Evan to wait outside for a moment.
"Can Evan speak to you? Miss Henry?" She asks.
"Ugh," I roll my eyes, "only if you stop calling me miss Henry."
Evan walks in and sits at the foot of my bed.
He asks blaire to leave the room, the nurse follows.
Blaire rolls her eyes and scoffs when she leaves.
"Autumn-" he starts but I interrupt.
"Why are you here? Cut to the chase." I am annoyed at his presence.
He sighs, "oh my god, okay."
"Did you do it because I broke up with you?" The question was hard for him to get out.
"What other reason would I do it?" I say, "my uncle didn't come back from the dead to molest me again, did he?"
I didn't realize What I said till I said it.
Evan opens his mouth, in shock.
"I'm sorry, okay?" I almost cry, "I'm just stressed because I literally tried to kill myself."
"I know, I'm not mad."
"Why are you here?"
"I wanna say sorry."
"Why?"
"For breaking up with you."
"Why are you sorry for that?"
"You didn't deserve that."
"You're right, I deserved to die and it didn't happen."
"Autumn." He says.
He places his hand on my leg.
The sheet from the bed covers my skin.
"Are you asking me to get back with you or something?"
"Kinda?"
"Even if I wasn't in a fucking psych ward right now," I don't finish my sentence.
"I wanna say yes, I really do. But I'm in this place and I'm not stable and I'm messed up and I think it's too much."
I really did wanna say yes, but I can't.
"I'll always love you, autumn."
He walks out of the room.
Blaire and the nurse are about to come back in, "stay outside." I say.
I see the bandages covering my arms.
I begin to breakdown.
I wish blaire would've left me to die.
But I hope Evan knows,
I'll always love him too
//sorry this took me so long to get out I finished if he had been with me and am starting if only I had told her//
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