Y/N: Do you want to talk about it?
Kai: I-I'm ready, yeah... c-can we put some clothes on first?
Together, both of us put on some clothes on either side of the room, almost right after she said that. My shirt and sweats come back on, and she puts on some shorts and a cute sweater.
Y/N: Alright... now what?
Kai: J-just come sit with me on the bed.
Y/N: I'm sorry that... it didn't work out for you, really.
I sit down next to her, not putting any part of my body on her because I don't want to trigger anything else. Together, we just sit there in silence, looking at the blank, empty flatscreen on the wall. We lock eyes a couple times in the reflection, and that's my cue, it's killing me being this nervous.
Y/N: Who was it?
Kai sighs, then takes a moment to pull her ponytail around, only for her to start playing with it, running her fingers with it to concentrate.
Y/N: I-I know this is difficult topic for you, it was for me... forget about what we just did, forget about how this day went so far, alright? Just... relax.
Kai: I-I didn't just "like" Jax at a time, I was borderline obsessed with him. Before I met you, before K/DA, before all of this! Before all this... shit... I dated Jax when I went to dancing school and danced in a troop. We never "just met" or liked one another, we were DATING. L-little did I know... that dick... that fucking... I should've castrated him-
Y/N: Kai... stay on point-
Kai: Sorry! Sorry... I was dating him when we were younger, and we loved one another. I was obsessed with him, wanting to please him every night, always having the desire to put him on a pedestal. I thought I did everything for him! Little did I know that... heh... what I was doing was only a tenth of what he wanted...
Y/N: Cooked meals?
Kai: Yep.
Y/N: Sex?
Kai: Double yep, yeps out the fucking wazoo...
Y/N: Attention, intimacy? Communication, someone you could talk to?
Kai: Yepperoonee.
Y/N: I'm going to forget you just said "yepperoonee".
She snickers a little, and that helps cheer her up and break the ice. We've known each other for a little while, and yet this story still never came out. I'm happy she can trust me now, even after it took seeing each other naked "on accident" a few times.
Y/N: Then, just what was the problem?
Kai: He was the problem, he said it himself, constantly. He always said that he wasn't deserving, and that I shouldn't be with him. He's said I... am a "gift from Bel'Veth herself"!
Y/N: Wow, quite a title.
Kai: Yeah, I agreed, little did I know he put me on a pedestal, much higher, out of his reach! I always told him how much he deserved me, how much shit that he took for just trying to better himself, better his work, even getting a complete makeover, all for me! He lost it a couple points... s-saying that... I-I c-cared about him too much and... I had a problem, I was possessive, clingy.
Y/N: Oh, so what did he want then? What kind of relationship was he expecting with a girl who doesn't talk a lot?
Kai: HEY! Come-
Y/N: It's just the truth! That's what you want in a relationship, honesty. I would know because... well, I was the same way, only it was with a girl who secretly hated me. It wasn't that I didn't deserve her, she didn't deserve me. Seems like that's what Jax did, so, what did he do?
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My Cursed Luck (K/DA x Male Reader)
Fanfiction- Y/N is an archivist, scratch that, an "information artist", and he likes to believe he's cursed, cursed with bad luck, resulting in the constant lack of optimism, depression. However, his past few years have been pretty tame as far as just going t...
