Translated from Portuguese to English
[completed] As Rosé watched Lisa get out of yet another fight, all injured, she thought about how difficult it was to love a girl like her.
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Point of view Roseanne Park
Lisa woke up a little too anxious, I noticed this by feeling her not sitting still on the bed, turning from side to side. Probably because of the therapy I had gone to the day before, she told me almost nothing about the sections and I had no idea how Lisa was doing in them.
— It feels like I'm lying with a fish out of water. — I commented, letting out a nasal laugh and pulling Lisa close to me, holding her against my body.
— Can I miss the next therapies?
— No, you can't, is it that bad?
— Sort of, it's still weird to say how I feel, but she's great at getting things out of me without me noticing.
— It's her job, love, that's not all bad.
— We talked about my father at the last appointment. — I remained silent for a few moments after hearing that.
— And it was really bad?
— She made me realize a few things about him. — I wanted to look at Lisa's expression as she spoke, but the dark room prevented me from doing so. —She said that we still have a very long way to go, I have a lot of internal things that I never dreamed of accessing. — I lightly caressed her arm while I listened to her speak.
— You will get it my love, look back and look at now, how you are changing day by day, don't give up on therapy, it will make you find yourself, and who knows, in a few years there will be nothing left of you. pain inside.
— I dream so much about this happening, us at peace like we used to.
— We are at peace Lisa, of course we have been through some arguments but we managed to resolve ourselves.
— Do you really think I'm better?
- Like this?. — I asked confused.
— Like, do you think I'm really changing? Or do you say that to cheer me up?
— I really think, and I see it with my own eyes, the Lisa of old wouldn't come out in the middle of an argument to calm down, or apologize to me so easily.
— I'm happy with that, it's good to see this change, you know? I didn't think I could do it.
— You just needed a push Lisa, look at everything you've been through so far, and it was strong, this treatment is just another barrier you're going to face.
— Sometimes I don't see myself like this, you know, strong.
— You should see, a lot of people wouldn't be able to go through all this and turn things around, truly you are not only the woman I love but also the woman I admire most in the world, you are strong.
- Thanks. — I heard her voice breaking and I realized she was crying.
— Hey, don't cry. — Lisa turned to face me, hugging me tightly, burying her face in my chest, still crying.
