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In Love With My Best Friend

Seo Changbin

We had been friends since I could remember. He had always been there. He had always been there for me through everything and I didn’t know what I would do without him. I don’t know when it happened, but over the years, my feelings grew from seeing him as just a friend to something more. I hadn’t told him how I felt because I knew that it was just going to ruin the friendship that we had. I couldn’t lose him. He was everything to me and I didn’t want to ruin anything with how I felt.

I was waiting outside of my dorm building for him. He told me to meet him, but didn’t tell me why. This was normal for him. He would randomly message me once a week to take me to a cafe. I was at college. He was an idol. We both had very different lives and so many things happened in the week so we would sit there catching up with each other. This was the only time we really got together. I wished that we could spend more time together. I missed him when I couldn’t see him.

I saw his car come around the corner. I smiled, putting my backpack more on my back. He stopped in front of me, leaning over to open the door. I got in his car, buckling my seat belt. He set off pretty quickly. We sat in a comfortable silence on our way to the cafe.

He got out of the car first, going over to my side to open the door like a gentleman. I blushed, getting out of the car, making sure to pick up my backpack. Whenever we would go to the cafe. I would study and Changbin would work on music. It was calming and I liked spending this time with him. I went to sit at our normal table whilst he went to order. He knew both of our orders by heart. We would have the same thing everytime.

I got out my laptop and textbook. He came over with a smile. We still hadn’t said a word to each other but it was like we didn’t need to. Our actions spoke more than words ever did. He placed my drink next to me and sat across from where I was. I looked up and smiled, mumbling a soft ‘thank you’. Changbin just smiled at me, getting out his laptop and little keyboard. He put one of his wireless earbuds in so he could still hear me if I said anything.

It was just him and I in the cafe at this time of night. I glanced up and looked over at the boy in front of me. He was too focused on his work to even notice. I studied his face. He was so handsome. When he looked up, I looked back at my work. A slight blush dusted over my cheeks. I heard him chuckle slightly, causing me to look back up at him. Our eyes met, his lips curved into a smile. His smile was always contagious so I smiled back at him.

I almost lost it and confessed everything to him then. During the years, I had almost confessed my feelings to Changbin many times. Sometimes it was just so hard to keep how I felt a secret from him. At this point, it was more than a stupid crush. I had really fallen in love with this boy and I was in deep.

I sighed softly, being the first to look away from him. I took a sip of my drink and got back to work.

“y/n~ is everything ok? You seem off…” Changbin looked at me.

“Everything is fine, Binnie.” I flashed him a smile before keeping my eyes down at my laptop.

“Ok, you know you can tell me everything right? I’m here for you.” He reached out to hold my hand.

I nodded. I squeezed his hand before moving it away again. My cheeks were a deep red. It was like any touch from him and I would be blushing like a schoolgirl. I shook my head and went back to work. I heard a chair shuffle. I looked up, Changbin was now next to me. I gasped slightly. Our knees were touching. I looked at him. His eyes met mine. I gulped, gripping the pen I was holding tightly.

We kept eye contact for a while. It was like we both had so much to tell each other, but wasn’t sure who should go first. I was too lost in his eyes to notice him tucking my hair behind my ear. He left his hand on my cheek. My breath got caught up in the back of my throat.

“y/n…” He whispered, his eyes now on my lips.

“Yes, Changbin?” I whispered back.

“Can I kiss you?” He still whispered.

I nodded. Everything seemed to go in slow motion. Changbin started to lean in. I laid my eyes on his plump lips. Our lips touched and it felt as though fireworks were going off inside my body. I kissed him back softly. I placed a hand on his cheek. I felt him smile slightly as he kissed me. His lips were soft against mine. It was like they fitted together, like Changbin and I were meant to be.

I was the one to break the kiss. He smiled, putting his forehead against mine, closing his eyes, his thumb caressing my cheek bone. I couldn’t believe it. Changbin kissed me. I closed my eyes, feeling comforted by him.

What did this make us? Why did he kiss me? Did he feel the same way? All these questions flooded my head. I broke away from Changbin. He took my hand, taking a deep breath. Our eyes met again. He looked like he wanted to say something. I reached out to hold his hand, rubbing it with my thumb.

We just sat there, looking at each other for a solid minute. Changbin was the first to break the silence.

“y/n… I-I… I don’t know how to say this, but I like you and I have for a while.” He looked at me.

“Binnie… I… I like you too.” I smiled at him.

“So… y/n will you be mine?” His eyes were filled with hope.

I nodded with a smile. He smiled and pulled me into a kiss. I smiled and kissed him back. The kiss was filled with love and passion. I, again, was the one to break the kiss. I put my forehead against his, closing my eyes while smiling.

He liked me back. I was amazed and now I was his girlfriend. I couldn’t have been any happier.