just want to escape the feeling
of not feeling
"when have i had enough"
i think
when the thought doesn't go away,
i drink
until the bottle is empty
yet thoughts still swarm me
tried to release
instead
im getting involved with the police
the endless cycle repeats
for weeks & weeks
dont have time to think
already on my next drink
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the reality of mental health
Poetry"you're a complicated person to love, and care for" "i know" i say "i deal with it every day" TW: sh, si, & mental illness. feel free to skip if you get triggered by these things #2 in poem collection (2.27.24) #1 in poem collection (4.12.24)