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"Goodmorning!!"
Lexi says shaking me up from bed, i rub my eyes before finally getting up,
"When are we heading out?" I asked walking over to the bathroom,
"Maybe 2" she says, i nod before washing my face and brushing my teeth.
Today, i was feeling excited and energetic.
I go out the bathroom and check my phone, it was 1:30 and so I decided to get ready.
I put on my tshirt and some sweatpants before doing my hair and makeup normally.
"Wanna go now?" Lexi says putting on some blush, i nod before taking my purse and heading outside to the car.
I waited inside the car for Lexi. She soon came out and got in the front with me,
"Start driving babe". Lexi says, i smiled before driving off to our destination.
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We soon got to the place we planned to go, me and lexi stepped out the car.
"I might cry" lexi said coming towards the area, i patted her back as i saw tears form in her eyes. We both sat down next to ash and fezs grave.
"Hey ash, hey fez. We brought cookies!" I say putting down the plate as lexi started crying.
I eventually started crying by their grave, i prayed and we ate the cookies together.
I sometimes wonder what if i just never went early? What if i arrived on time? What if i was there at they're house?..
It still hurt that the love of my fucking life died before i even got to fucking see him.
But I'm so glad i said "i love you" back, even if it was over text.
"I miss you fez, i love you" lexi says crying while staring at his grave with regret in her eye.
"your.. everything to me." Lexi said wiping her tears, i stared at their graves remembering all the fun moments we had together.
"We should go, right?" Lexi asks me,
"Yeah before i ball my eyes out" i say, she laughs for a quick second before turning back to the grave.
"Happy first year ashtray, i love you forever." I say getting up and leaving with lexi.
Its been a year of ashtray and fezco dead, but it still feels like its yesterday.. i miss them so much.. i love them so much.
And now, they will look down on us and smile every time they do, and i will smile back every time i look up at the beautiful blue sky.
.My love for them is immortal.
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Rip to angus cloud, a beautiful soul that had to leave early, we will always remember you🕊️
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