B3- 1/5 life is a choice

Chapter 17 (Discoveries,Confusions)

Yeji's POV
Dance Solo...damn.
The next evaluation is dance one, but alone. The next evaluation is a solo performance...but I'm done for. Perfoming in a group is one thing but performing alone is on a totally different level. I'm not sure i can do this- "unnie?" I snap out of my thoughts "whatever go you that look of worry?" Ryujin asks me, i shake my head "nothing, let's hurry onto class or chaeryeong will jave to study ms. Jennie's lesson by herself." Ryujin nods and we continue our way to class.

Lunch break
"Say Ryujin, do you know what you're gonna dance in the next evaluation..." Sullyoon asks Ryujin "its a blank on my part." Ryujin answers with a sigh "chaeryeong?" Ryujin looks at Chaeryeong "I've been thinking about a certain camilla canelo song for a while, but I haven't decided...Yeji unnie?" I snap out of my thoughts "oh! I don't know yet too...i don't even know where to start." I say.

Sullyoon sighs "so you guys pass but have no idea what to do, you're lost causes..." she stands up from the table "Ryujin we have economics right now...hurry on." She says as she drags ryujin with her. I look at chaeryeong "and class do you have now chae?" She pulls out her phone "chemistry and I've gotta go too..." sje says as she stands up, i follow "i dont have anything right now, but i can escort you for sure."
she shakes her head "i want to go myself." She says as she basically runs away from me. I stand there flabbergasted but i feel someone behind me.

"You look gloomy Yeji~" i look behind "oh Minho oppa and Felix..." i around them "you're not with Hyunjin?" Minho shakes his head "he's practicing his ass of for the practical, so ivhave you all to myse-" Felix pushes him out of the way "don't listen to this idiot...hang out with me instead," he says taking my hand. " hey Felix you cheater!" Minho protests "shut up idoit, you have Chemistry don't you..." Felix reprimands and proceeds to send minho away.

He turns to me "Noona," he looks at me seriously

"we need to talk."

Hyunjin's POV
It's been five hours, its nine...so, where the fuck is Yeji. She didn't wait for me and left without me, i come back home and they inform me she came but left in changed clothes. But now she hasn't come back, so where the fuck is she.

I ponder around in the living room, restless. Thinking of the places she might be, only one pops up... Choi Yeonjun.

I pick my phone and start dialing the bastards number when suddenly i hear a click from the front door. I walk to it and see yeji, she just looks at me and walks past me. "Good evening to you too, lovely night isn't it?" I say looking at her with a cold glare "i wouldn't call it 'lovely'..." i raise a brow "oh and what would you call a noght in which you wonder about ignoring my calls and making people worry, babe?" I say crossing my hands over my chest.

"i was at the dance studio downtown...i just went to relax." She say while starying to go up the stairs "you went to relax with who Choi?" I say annoyed "and what would it matter to you if i did? How is it any of your goddamn business?" She shoots me a glare "why do you care?" She says "are you really asking me why i care, you're my girlfrie-" "PRETEND GIRLFRIEND! I'm your fucking pretend girlfriend, it's fake...so why do you care if i stay till next week, how does it concern you." She screams, and she sighs "I'm gonna take a shower." She says and continues her way upstairs.

'Why do i care? We're only pretending...but  am i still pretending' i kick the couch "fuck!" I said not to catch feelings, but i caught them first? How did it come to this? And why the fuck was she so darn mad? Shit.

Evaluation day

Yeji's been coming home late everyday lately saying she's been at 'practice'. Like hell I'd believe her ass. She's been out with Choi hasn't she? Fuck this shit...i have to perform, i'll think about this later.

I get backstahe and see yeji performing.

The way she dances, she moves so easily and powerfully, seeing her dance alone makes it easier to notice how good at dancing she is.

"You're drooling mr.hwang~" i hear a deep voice say behind me i chuckle and lean my shoulder against the wall not taking my head of the dancing lady infront of me "am not felix." He laughs and pats my shoulder "you'd better not, she probably hates you...i do too most probably." He says and sips on his water.

"And why would that be-" i ask but its his turn to perform "find that out for yourself jerk." He says before walking onto stage and muttering something under his breath.

Yeji get back from stage "great stage..." i say quiet "thanks." She says coldly before walking past me, and walking to her friends.

They start announcing survivors and im hardly focusing on what their saying. "Moving on to the semi-finals from SM; Ning YIZHUO, Julia CHOI, Chaewon KIM and Jiwoo YUN. HYBE; Yeonjun CHOI, Beomgyu CHOI, Yuna SHIN, and Jimin YU. JYPE; Felix LEE, Yeji HWANG, Ryujin SHIN, and Hyunjin HWANG." My eyes widen slightly, hyung didn't make it?

I look at Minho and he's looking down, I'm sure i passed by having him put down...i messed up so many times how did i pass?

I look at Felix and he glares at me and walks away. I turn to yeji to congratulate her but she ignores me and walks roght after felix. I turn to Ryujin and she gives me a look that says 'don't even try' then walks away with her friend who wasn't chosen, chaeryeong i think.

I sigh and im about to walk away miself but someone's eye catches mine. A scowl appears on my face, is this dirty Choi giving me a sad, pitied look? On what basis? What the fuck is happening?