"Kam please. Say something." He plead, pulling his briefs up as i moved to stand and put my robe back on.
"...Are you fucking her?" I asked plainly with my back to him and snatched away when i felt him go to touch my arm.
"Of course not baby. I don't even see her like that - it was just a slip of the tongue I swear." He fought and stupid as I was I believed him - but i'd be a fool to let him off that easy.
"Have you thought about fucking her?" I shot snapping my body back to look at him and he furrowed his brows as if I were crazy for asking.
"No, no baby of course not." He almost whispered coming up to my face and I stepped back.
"It has to be something Chris! I been away all this time - I didn't want to ask because a really naive part of me wanted to believe I didn't need to worry..." I said quieter now.
"Kamaiyah. I can admit, i've had urges...I'm a man, i've had urges... But i swear on everything - on our kids. I have not touched another woman." He spoke sternly, his voice not shaking once.
"I made an oath to you - to God, I promise you as your husband, I have not stepped outside of our marriage." He spoke just as directly and i stared up at him without response for a moment.
"...I believe you Chris. But you obviously give a fuck about this girl... Is that it?" I probed and he rolled his eyes clearly getting upset now.
"No - no! That's not it"
"Look I get it, you've built a relationship - she's been here clearly super involved in day-to-day with the kids while I haven't been here and the familiarity got to you. It's not crazy. If you have feelings for her, just say t-
"You can't put that on me Kam!"
"You just said the bitch's name while I had your dick down my throat and you want me to just accept that there was nothing to it?! Chris I know you!" I shouted and at this point we were in a shouting match.
"You promised me after the last time this stuff came up that you forgave me and you wouldn't keep punishing me or judging me by a standard that we'd moved past. I can't defend myself against shit that you told me was behind us. It ain't fair Kam."
"What's not fair, is my husband saying another woman's name during sex - I got to defend my doubt against that." I said finally and he shook his head knowing we weren't getting anywhere.
"I love you Kam. I want you - only you. Let me show you how much I've missed you. Baby i've missed you so much." He said trying to come back up to my face and for a moment I let him get close enough to start pecking down my neck, and in that moment - I wanted to let him do that. So I did.
"That was amazing." He said breathlessly once we were done and I breathlessly pressed a kiss into his lips.
"Fire the nanny. Or i'm leaving." I told him sternly and rolled over to go to my bathroom. I was back and she had to go.
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Marry The Game
FanfictionKamaiyah and Chris have been through the storm. Lost one another and found themselves right where they needed eachother. Kids, Divorce and Death couldn't keep them apart... but can they put that all behind them to build their forever? And will the g...