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There are times when I lose my composure and I need some time to regain it. Papa might be scary but he is also...very sweet to me. this happened while we were gaming and having a small tiff over a map on COD black ops 4 Zombies. Stress leads to me being overwhelmed/ mania episode. ____________________________________
Papa Reich: mama...
Mama Soviet: what...-snaps-
Papa Reich:....dear you ok... you're silent...
Mama Soviet: I'm fine...
Papa Reich: you're upset...
Mama Soviet: no...
Papa Reich: I know you better than that hun...
Mama Soviet: ok fine maybe I am...I pushed aside what I wanted to do and did what you wanted...I wanted to play my game...just irritated me a little.
Papa Reich: oh mama...you could've told me I would've paused my download.
Mama Soviet: I didn't want to make you upset...you were so excited to show off your new maps...
Papa Reich: I wouldn't have been upset love...we could've played the game together. I will try them out when you're napping or something.
Mama Soviet: I'm sorry even now telling you this I am tearing up and I feel like I did something wrong! -holding her head tears falling-
Papa Reich: no mama you didn't do anything wrong...I do apologize for my actions hun if I set you off.
Mama Soviet: they didn't... I just...I don't know! I feel like everything is bothering me! I'm even holding my head like I'm going insane!
Papa Reich: hey, hey it ok mama -cuddling with his wife -
Mama Soviet: I...I'm sorry...
Papa Reich: it's ok, you're ok Mama...-proceeds to show wife funny thing-
Mama Soviet: -starts calming down, light giggling-
Papa Reich: -smiles softly- got you to laugh
Mama Soviet: ...yeah...
Papa Reich: I love you so much mama -keeps cuddling his wife and purrs-
Mama Soviet: I love you so much too love.
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I do not know if I should add a trigger warning or not, but those episodes are not frequent, and when they do happen. I do not listen very well, my emotions are all over the place, and I speak too fast. After being together for nearly 8 years he had to learn the hard way that when like this it's best to not yell or fight but try to keep me calm and work through it.
