LUCYS COUSIN - ivy / ivory dacus - gets kicked out of her house - IN WHICH her cousin lucy let her move in with her and her 2 bandmates, there's one special girl that stands out to her...
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@ivorydacus: i'm so excited to announce that my 'lovesick & lonely' will be all yours friday, may 12th! it's an 11 song album which consists of
'lovesick and lonely ft. julien baker' 'minor' 'astronomy ft. conan gray' 'the girl i've always been' 'camden' 'this is what it feels like' 'gemini moon' 'enough for you' 'kind of girl ft. MUNA' 'cindy lou who' 'dreamer'
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i had posted that 3 days ago, meaning 2 days until the release, and one day until we get on a plane, and open for taylor swift. i never thought this would be happening in my life.
me and julien were packing our suitcases, "i can't believe you're opening for taylor swift!" i said excitedly. "we're" she corrected, "i'm excited too" she smiled. "oh my god what do i say if she talks to me? what if i freeze up? oh my god, julien, i'm gonna embarrass myself in front of taylor fucking swift" i said, she giggled and put her hand on my shoulder. "i'll make sure you don't, i promise" she giggles once more.
she moves closer to me, kissing me softly, i smile into the kiss. we probably would've kissed longer if lucy hadn't walked in without knocking.
"jul-" she started, pausing as me and julien scrambled away from eachother. "i'm gonna pretend like i didn't just see that, anyways, has anyone seen my notebook?" i groan a little, "it's on the kitchen island" i said. she thanked me and walked out.
"we're gonna have to squeeze in a tiny bunk together" julien giggled, "well i cling to you in my sleep anyways so it'll be fine" i say, making her giggle again. realistically i could've had my own bunk if i really wanted it, but i always found it was easier to sleep if julien was beside me. well, really anyone beside me, but even better if it was julien.
maxine waddled in our room, making us giggle. "where's your mama?" i pet her, she yapped, making me and julien chuckle. "we should get her a friend" i say to julien, "maybe!! we could look into adopting a puppy after tour is over" she said. "YAYYYYYY" i cheered loudly, making maxine walk back out.
"i'm exhausted" i said as i slipped under our bed covers, in one of juliens huge hoodies. "i know, me too. we gotta get up early tomorrow" she said, pulling me close. i groan, im very clearly not a morning person. she giggled at me, "you'll be okay" she said, i just nodded. the last time i was on a plane i was miserable mentally, it felt good to know i could actually enjoy this trip.
"can you sing something?" i ask, when she sings it usually helps me sleep. "yeah," she smiles, brushing some hair out of my face, "what do you want me to sing, darling?" she asks. "hm... surprise me" i said, she sat and thought for a minute. she started quietly singing 'dreams' by the cranberries, which was a little ironic considering she was singing me to sleep.
(Juliens POV)
when i got done singing the song, ivy was asleep. i love this girl, i truly do. i smile and i kiss her temple before i fall into my own slumber.
after what felt like no time, the alarms went off. ivy winced at the noise as i turned it off and pulled her closer to me, "i know" i whisper, kissing her forehead. lucy walked in, telling us to stop being gay, and to hurry up and get ready.
we were in the airport and i had found a really funny mug, so i bought it for ivy, slowly walking back to my group of buddies.
"i bought this for you, i thought it was funny" i say, giggling a little as i hand it to her. she laughs loudly and shows the other two, making them laugh as well. "why thank you kind sir" she giggles, kissing my cheek.
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"this is why i love you" she giggles once more, that felt like deja vu. "i love you too" i smile.
we made it to the hotel, we would all be sharing a room. 2 to a bed, me & jules obviously sharing one of them. we didn't do much that night, considering we had a huge day tomorrow.
it was about 2AM, and i couldn't sleep for the life of me. i walked out onto the balcony, thinking that maybe some fresh air would help.
shortly after i heard the sliding door open, i saw phoebe walking out and sitting on the ground beside me. "can't sleep?" she asked, i replied with a quiet no. "why are you up?" i ask her, "same reason you are, bud" she said, laying her head on my shoulder. phoebe always seemed like a sibling to me, though we didn't have many deep conversations or anything, we both knew that if it came down to it, we would take a bullet for one another. no doubt about it.
"you okay?" phoebe asked, i nodded. "you don't look okay" she said, "i'm just thinking" i reply. i truly was, just thinking, i had been thinking about my childhood a lot lately. "can i ask.. what you're thinking about?" she asks, "do you... do you remember when lucy used to take me to your gigs, when i was like 15?" i say. "my biggest fan" phoebe smiles, making me giggle a little.
"i miss that" i say, "i do too, sometimes, but i like what we have now" she says. i nod a little, "i know we live together, but it feels like we never talk anymore" i say, "because i'm never home and when i am i'm not out of my room" phoebe giggles. "but i really do love you bud, a lot" she says, "i love you too phoebe" i reply.
"let's go to bed, yeah?" she says, i nod and we walk inside. i slip back under the covers next to a sleeping julien, who pulls me closer to her as i get comfortable.
a/n: hey guys i hope everyone likes this chapter, got a cute little moment between ivy and phoebe i thought that was fun! me and my girlfriend have been having a movie marathon this weekend as i haven't felt so well, it's making me happier though! new conan album, new lizzy album, new chappell roan song??? very crazy music week for gay loners! i was so sad that uconn lost but now im sad iowa got beat...anyways these authors notes are just me rambling about anything and everything but i really do love you guys and want your feedback don't be a silent reader please okay okay bye!!!
