Web Of Lies

5

Jimin's pov

I woke and felt myself being enveloped by someone. I tried to move but whimpered in pain. Fear overtook me as it was unusual for me to be in this kind of situation.

I thought the others got tired and sold me away, that would be possible, but considering the fact that I am famous, my sudden disappearance will cause an  uproar, so I highly doubt that's the case.

My heart was beating so loud I could hear it, as I was slowly starting to gain full consciousness  I realised that this was not just any stranger but my hyung, why was he holding me,  I must probably be dreaming, yeah it's just a dream this can't possibly be my hyung.

I continued looking at him with a small smile gracing my lips, he looks so real, I wanna trace his face, but I'm afraid he'll disappear. I didn't know for how long I was staring, but he started to move, and I could feel his body warmth on mine.

So I wasn't dreaming after all, oh God, what if I subconsciously crawled into his bed when I was unconscious? Will he be mad at me? Will he beat me? So many thoughts were running in my mind.

My body was shaking, I wanted to apologise as our eyes locked, I could tell he was awake and trying to register what was happening, I quickly sat up on the causing my wounds to ache, but I didn't care because I know I might get some new ones if I don't apologise soon.

I opened my mouth but no words seem to be coming out, I wanted to apologise, I don't want to get beat up again, tears were rolling down from my eyes, I saw him panic and held my shoulders gently.

That confused me so much, shouldn't I be the one that should be panicking, why is he panicking, he held my shoulders and switched on the lights so we could see each other clearly, the room was dimly lit before.

"Are you okay? Are you hurting somewhere?" he  asked, his voice sounding worried, I just looked at him, my face blank, trying to decipher the situation. Is this a joke? it's not funny, am I dreaming, I don't wanna wake up hyung Is worried about, he cares, please let it be true, I don't wanna wake up.

Receiving no response, his voice came as a plead, "Babe... talk to me please you're scaring me," he said, tears welling up in his eyes as he looked up at me.

"Hyung..." My voice finally decided to come out, and I burst into tears, hugging him, letting out all the emotions I had bottled up for the past two years.

Yoongi's pov

I felt movements beside while I was sleeping, so I woke up only to find Jimin looking at me when he noticed that I was awake his eyes widened with tears, there was fear in his eyes as he looked at me, his body was shaking, he opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out.

I got scared and thought something happened to him, so I asked him if he was okay, but no reply came from him, I was starting to become anxious thinking that Hobi might have hit him somewhere.

I spoke to him again asking if something was wrong, and finally he spoke, he only called out to me, but there was so much sorrow in his voice, so much fear, so much sadness, so much....he had so many emotions bottled up.

I felt a pang in my chest as he let a sob, I felt like crying myself, his cries were so sorrowful that it left a pang in my chest anytime I heard them.

"Hyung...it was so painful...I felt scared, I was alone and so lonely, I was so sad and In pain I just wanted someone to hold me and tell it was all a nightmare,  I wanted to wake up to all of you smiling and telling me that I was having a bad dream, I...I was afraid, I was heartbroken, terrified, puzzled, I felt so hopeless, I was in grieve, I wanted to be involved but the feeling of aversion I get wherever I near you guys is so strong, you guys loathe me so much that my mere presence repulse you, you make regret over what I can't even remember, I'm broken. You guys broke me so much that I'm not even confident to be called someone that is worthy of your love....I feel so low, I felt so powerless, so lost, so weak, I've resented myself so much that I can't even look at myself again, I told myself that it was all my fault again and again but still whatever it is I did can not be that unforgivable for you guys to suddenly hate me so much, I've been punished for so long without knowing my fault at all, but I still blame myself for what ever it is that that made you this way, I'm sorry okay...I'm so sorry....just stop it...I want everything to be okay again....I'm....so...rry..."

I couldn't help myself, I let out a cry as the younger let out everything he had bottled up inside for so long.

I held him tighter, as that was the only comfort I could offer at the moment, I don't know what to say to to him, we were the reason for hurting such an innocent soul, he is strong, so strong, I can't even imagine going through what he went through even for a day and still look at the members thesame.

But Jimin, he is still wishing to forgive us, even after everything, I hate myself so much. Even though I couldn't stop everything from happening, it would not have gone this far if I had done something earlier.

Knowing him, just staying by his side would have been more than enough for him. Seeing him like this, I swore to myself that I would never let him shed another tear because of me. I would try my best to shield him from the others as much as I can.

What they didn't know was that someone heard everything they said in the room.

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SpadeZ