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Yoongi's pov

What should I do? Listening to jimin's explanation, that was the question that came to my mind. He is telling the truth, and I know it, but how do I support him without causing a fight.

It is hard for anyone to believe after the concurrent events that have happened this week. If I din't know him inside out, I would've doubted him also.

Having a crush on him since forever I've studied every single habit of his, how he smiles, when he's mad, sad, angry, happy. When he lies, his right eye twitches, and he plays with his wrist bone.

He hasn't done that since he started talking, no stutter, and he wasn't scared because whenever he lies, he always seems scared to be caught.

Instead, he was angry as the scenes played out in his head. His hands clenched and unclenched on his lap.

My lips quivered as I looked at him, knowing he won't like what I was about to say. I know I'm being selfish for hurting him in the name of protecting him.

I could feel tears brimming and threatening to fall. He really doesn't deserve it, but I have to do it

"Ji.." My voice broke midway, but he didn't hear me, I hate to be the one to make him cry. I'm fucking going to be the reason for his tears. I sniffed.

"Jimin... let's break up..." I finally said and the look of horror in his eyes broke me. I couldn't help it and broke into tears.

"I... I..." I tried talking, but I couldn't. I couldn't look him in the eye. I can't end it, I was always afraid that he'd leave me. I was afraid I wasn't enough for him. He was way out of my reach, I had fantasised about many scenarios of us together.

Like a teenage girl, he was my greatest crush. I wanted to be someone he noticed, someone worthy of being by his side. A single glance from him would make me go over the moon.

To say that I was the happiest man alive when I proposed and he accepted was an understatement,  I cried, but it was tears of happiness. I was so sure that he'd reject me, but knowing that he also felt the same for a long time was a bliss.

The greatest feeling was knowing that the person who you loved for a long while loves you back.

It was nice while it lasted... or so I was supposed to think, but I didn't want it to end. I didn't want something that took my sweat, blood and tears to end like it never happened.

I didn't want to risk what I worked so hard for to end based on a misunderstanding that did not even happen between us.

But I don't want to choose sides, so I rather be a bystander to all of this. What's the worst that could happen. Little did I know that I made a grave mistake... by the time I realised it was too late.

"Let's break up... you broke my trust Jimin. How could you do this to me, what did I do wrong..." every word piercing my heart as I say them one after the other. Blaming him for something he didn't do was something he doesn't like. It's something no one likes.

"H-hyung... what are you saying? B-break up? W-why?" He says looking at me with tears in his eyes, his voice broke me, but I have to do it. For whom exactly I'm unaware, but I think this is the best option.

"Why?..." I chuckled more at myself for my pathetic act. "...Jimin, you r-raped your friends sister, a friend who considers you as his brother." My voice broke. It broke me to blame him for something he did not do.

"H-hyung, I told you what happened, don't you t-trust me." He looked at me disappointed, I swallowed the lump in my chest before answering him.

"Trust you? Jimin do you hear yourself, I don't think I can claim I know you anymore talkless of trusting you..." Wow Min Yoongi you're a paid actor, why are you not famous I thought to myself.

"Let's breakup Jimin, I can't continue this knowing what you did." I left the room after saying that, I knew if I had stayed longer I would've changed my mind.

I met Joon and Tae outside, Namjoon looked disappointed while Tae was sobbing, or should I say full on crying. I believe they heard what I said, but it had to be done.

Third person's pov

Namjoon and Tae went in the room to see Jimin staring at the door with teary eyes, when he looked at them they could clearly see how betrayed he felt. They were both disappointed at Yoongi but they believed he had his reasons.

"I bought takeouts," Namjoon says trying to clear the tense atmosphere, but even his smile was forced after all he shouldered most of the responsibilities.
His decisions has the ability to turn things better or worse.

"Thanks hyung, but I'm not hungry..." Jimin said with a sad smile on his face before looking at Tae.

"You t-trust me d-don't you..." he says breaking down. Tae immediately wrapped him in his arms. "I d-do chim, I trust more than I trust myself, hyung trusts you also, he must have his reasons so you have to trust him."

"He called me a r-rapist." He says, rubbing his face with Tae's shirt tightening his grip on him. "Just trust him... I'll always be with you when he is not here for you, no matter what happens trust me. I'll always be there for you. Even if I point a gun to your forehead, know that I'll always be there for you... p-promise me, promise that you'll trust me no matter what happens."

"I promise." Jimin says without a moment of hesitation. Namjoon smiled at them as they hugged eachother.

'Atleast he has someone for him.'

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