Web Of Lies

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Seokjin's pov

Why am I here?... Why is it so cold in here?... Why is Hyejin so cold?... Is she not feeling well? Is it the AC?... I don't like it here, Hyejin is cold.

I turned around to see Namjoon standing beside me, "N-namjoon-ah... why is Hyejin so cold? Why is she cold..." My voice came out hoarse as tears streamed down my face.

"Hyung... I'm s-sorry she's gone you have to accept it. Hyejin is no more." He says, bursting into tears. "N-no... s-she's just cold... let her sleep some more, she promised... she promised to stay with me after Eoama and Appa left. S-she's just sleeping. L-let her sleep a little while longer."

I don't want to believe, I don't want to believe that she's gone: that she left me. There is no way she just left me. "Hyejin-ah... wake up, baby... oppa is here. Hyejin-ah, stop playing. It's not funny anymore, oppa is tired... s-stop playing, p-please."

I shook her body but she was not responding, she's not breathing, I moved her shirt to the side, she has a whole in her chest, there is a hole in my baby's chest.

"Namjoon-ah, there is a hole in her chest. It will leave a scar on her perfect skin. Tell the doctors to get rid of it... my Hyejin... my little Hyejin..."

Namjoon wrapped me in his arms. He was crying... I was crying... why are we crying...

"Namjoon-ah... why are we crying? She's alright, she's just sleeping. Don't be sad, she'll be okay, she's just tired."

Denial...

I know I'm in denial, I know she's gone but I don't want to believe it, why am I making him sad, Namjoon is crying because I'm crying, I need to stop crying.

'Hyejin is gone... she's gone... she left me... she's gone...'

'Stop making Najoon worried... she's gone...'

His grip tightened as if telling me that she's not gone, that she is here with me, that I am not alone. He's here with me.

I lay limply in his embrace, looking at my little Hyejin, my nose red maybe because of the cold or maybe because I cried too much. All I know is that Namjoon feels so warm. I wish I could share his warmth with Hyejin,
she's so cold.

My fatigue slowly caught up to me, and I drifted to sleep.

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I watched as the sand covered the rose gold coffin. That was her favourite colour, she layed beside Appa, I know she must be happy to go and meet him, after all he spoils her the most.

Almost everyone was gone by now, but I stayed there with Hyejin. I know Namjoon is here with me. He had never left my side, for the past three days, he has been here with me ever since she left.

I know I should get going soon, Nqmjoon needs to go back to the hospital. He has to stay with Yoongi. Jimin is still unconscious.

Jimin... he killed my sister... he killed my Hyejin.

I shook my head to get rid of these horrible thoughts, I can't go back to the hospital, I don't want to end up doing something I would regret later.

Yoongi has Tae and Joon with him. He'll be safe. I stood up from where I sat near Hyejin's grave and smiled at Namjoon. Or at least I thought I did, because by the look of that smile on his face, mine definitely wasn't perfect.

He held my hand and drove me back home before he proceeded to the hospital.

Namjoon's pov

Things are so messed up. This is not how it's supposed to end. Jin hyung now despises Jimin, and there is nothing I can do about it. I can't tell them the truth cause then Jimin will blame himself and run back to his father to avoid such mishaps.

There is no way I'm sending him back there, knowing full well of his father's intentions towards him. Moreover, Yoongi hyung will be devasted if Jimin leaves. Tae would never forgive me. I'd never forgive myself.

Yoongi hyung and Tae look like zombies as we speak, I need to think of a way to save everyone from death. I don't wanna see Jin hyung like that ever again, I don't wanna see anyone in that state again.

I bought food on my way there for Jimin, some light porridge since he hasn't eaten in days. I know that he will wake up before I reach the hospital, so I decided to get him something to eat.

When I reached the hospital, I saw Tae standing outside the door. He looked at me and then looked back at the closed door. "What happened?" I asked him. He just looked at the with a sad look in his eyes.

"Let's just break up..." I heard Yoongi hyungs voice. My heart sank the next moment, no... please no... why now... this is so messed up. It's too early, they can't break. Jimin needs Yoongi now more anything

Yoongi's pov

Looking at how peaceful Jimin looks, I don't wanna believe that he can do such a thing. We were happy just before he left, we didn't fight, we were still in the cute cringey phase of our relationship, so why.

Today was supposed to be our one year anniversary. I had so much planned for today, but I can't even do them. I wish he was just sick. That way, I know that we'll do it when he gets better.

How wishful of me, I know that I have to end it when he wakes up. Why did he have to cheat? It would've been fine if he cheated but rape...

How could he stoop so low, my heart wrenched in pain when I thought of someone else being treated the way I treat him. Even though it was forced, I still couldn't help but feel jealous anytime I think about it.

I shook my head to rid it of any negative thoughts. I can't judge now, I need to hear from him so I can make a solid decision.

He stirred in his subconscious state about to wake up. I told Tae to stay outside, I plan on ending it, and I don't want anyone to be there when I do it. I plan on ending no matter what he says cause I know it's for the best. It'll take time before my heart gets used to pain, but it's for the best.

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