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Jimin's pov

Fuck, I'm stressed. I woke as early as 2am in the morning, I layed in bed not knowing what to do. I tried going back to sleep, but I couldn't.

I felt so stressed and wanted nothing more than to just sleep away all my stress. I decided to check on social media to see the comments under the press conference we had the other day.

I went on IG to see what the comments were. My hand hovered over the icon for a long time before I decided to just click on it.

The first thing that popped on my fyp was the conference which was reposted by a fan account with the title 'This is definitely given the life behind the scenes kinda vibe' the caption says 'I hope everything is just some publicity stunts'.

I also wish the same, but not everything that glitters is gold. I pressed the comment section, preparing the hurdles of hate and ridicule.

"This can't be true. There must be a misunderstanding. This can't be true. There is no way Namjoon will do this,"

"The so-called kings were nothing but bully's"

"Which run episode is this"

"Does not look like one. This seems to be true,"

"Come on, army, this can never be true. The BTS we know and love can never do such this. Dont spout rubbish and make anti make fun of us."

"It is true, it can never be false if they had publicised it, they are not stupid to joke with this kind of thing,"

"Not everyone is a Saint. No matter how famous and nice they appear, they do have a private life. Suck it up. Everyone has a stain on him."

"I still don't want to believe this...it's too much."

"My male god will never do such."

"It's people like you that defend the wrong people and end up killing the innocent."

"He's a fucking rapist deal with it."

"I've already deleted all their songs and unfollowed all their accounts, I don't deal with rapists and bully's"

"It's people like you that pretend to be army's but are just there for their looks. Let everything be cleared first before making such silly decisions. "

"What other clarity is there apart from the fact that they didn't deny it?"

"Doesn't mean they had approved of it either. Some comments here are to absurd are you sure you are all armies,"

"Of course, most of them are not army's they are just here to bring the boys down. A true army will never say such things,"

"I hope we don't end up being disappointed cause I don't like this news."

"Hope everything goes well,"

The comments were mostly those who don't want to believe. But then they were sure to be haters and irrational people who would later regret what they said.

I was not disappointed with the comments, I expected far worse than what I'm seeing now.

I dropped the phone on the bed to go get some water on the nightstand only to notice that it has not been refilled. I groaned and made way downstairs cause I was really thirsty.

I passed by the living room only to notice Tae, Kook, and Hobi cuddled up on the floor. I was shocked at first but smiled, looking at them.

They seemed contended, but I know there is more to it that meets the eye. It can't be that simple. It was never so simple.

I went in the kitchen washing the jug before refilling it. I took the half eaten bag of chips left on the counter to snack on. Maybe after eating again, I can find myself some sleep. It was already close to 4am.

I turned to make my way to my room when I noticed Namjoon at the entrance of the kitchen. Our eyes locked, and my heart dropped to the pit of my stomach.

Naturally, my body started shaking. He looked at me before he went and took bottled water from the fridge, gulping a mouthful of it, completely ignoring my presence in the room.

I tried sneaking out of the room, but his eyes turned and looked. My hand was shaking terribly, and I dropped the jug and chips spilling the water and breaking the glass jug.

When i noticed his attention was on the mess I made, I quickly dashed to my room, not stopping until I was inside locking the door.

Hyung was still sleeping, I didn't wake him up. I just made myself comfortable in his embrace as I tried to calm my raging heart.

Only God knows what he could have done to me if I stayed any longer. After all, he says he does not regret a thing and would do it again if given the chance.

I don't want that chance to happen. 'Never again.' I kept on chanting to myself, not knowing when sleep consumed me.

The next time I woke up, it was already 10 am. Hyung was not on the bed , but I could hear the shower running, indicating that he also woke up not so long ago.

He came out and gave me a smile, and I smiled back. The memories of what happened yesterday  were fresh in my head.

I went in and did my morning routine. Wore a yellow sweat shirt with orange stripes and blue jean pants.

We  headed downstairs and had a silent breakfast as usual. It is starting to be a thing now. The car arrived to take us to the company, and from there, we went to the court.




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