Web Of Lies

9

Jimin's pov

One Month Later.

Ever since the day I got beaten up for breaking a plate, the beating has stopped completely, which I don't know why. There's still the verbal insults, which hurts, but I'm glad that I'm physically fine.

Jungkook's pov

Seeing my hyung break down the other day was so painful to watch. To me, yoongi hyung is indestructible. He seems strong and fierce like nothing could break him. He's like a backbone, which carries the weight of everything, I didn't know the weight was too strong for him to handle.

He loves Jimin hyung more than anything in this world, I can still remember when Jimin hyung used to come to our room to Tae and fantasise about hyung.

Or when hyung will steal glances at Jimin hyung whenever he thinks that no one was watching, he'll look at him in admiration like his entire universe depends on him.

I looked at Jimin hyung, and the only question that kept running through my mind was why did we do it, what did he do to us. Was it all worth it? Did we have to stoop so low? Just why?

When I remembered that I had also inflicted a serious injury to him before the practice, I felt like shit. It was all my fault hobi had to beat him, it was all me, if I had controlled my anger just a little bit I wouldn't have cause him such an injury to the point were he couldn't dance.

I still can't believe he has not reported to anyone. He has never even thought of taking any legal actions against all that we've  done to him.

Later that night, when I woke up in the middle of the night to come down for food, don't blame me, I always get hungry when I'm stressed before sleep.

I was on my way downstairs when I heard Jimin hyung crying. The sound was coming from Yoongi hyungs room. I didn't know when, but my feet brought me to the front of their room.

There I saw Jin hyung, who was standing there frozen, I was confused at first, but Jimin hyungs voice brought me out of my thought.

When I heard everything, he said I felt so bad, I wanted to cry, but no tears came out, he didn't deserve all this, he was so innocent I can't believe we broke him this much, the worst part being that he is still willing to forgive for us.

I felt like shit, I felt disgusted at myself, I saw Jin hyung leaving, but I was not even in my right mindset to see that he was also crying.

I felt nauseous as memories of all the times he cried begging us to stop, asking what his fault was, telling us to let him fix it, saying sorry again and again even though he doesn't know if he was the one who was truly at fault.

Before I knew it I was infront of our room, my hunger long forgotten, I felt my stomach twist and I rushed towards to the bathroom, throwing up everything I had for dinner till nothing was left.

"Kook are you okay," came Hobi and Tae's worried voices, they held on to me helping me up, but I broke down my feet unable to hold on to my weight at all, I know they are worried about me but I couldn't form a proper sentence.

"I'm n..not ok...okay, w...we we..I...hyung." Even I don't know what I was saying. I just let myself cry in their embrace. I could feel them hugging me tight in their embrace, not knowing what else to do.

After crying for two hours straight, I finally  calmed down, we were now on the bed, Hobi was stroking my head lying beside me while we were both lying down on Tae's lap facing each other.

"What happened to you, bunny?" his voice was low. He must still be feeling sleepy. I felt guilty disturbing their sleep.

"H..hyung... Jimin hyung..." I said, and I felt tears threatening to fall, but I had to say it, I could feel him pause and look me in the eyes worried.

"Did he do anything to you," he said, his voice sending shivers down my spine. "What could he have possibly done, w...what can he do, I w..wish h..he did something.... anything... anything," I said, breaking down again.

I was hating myself, "How could we... how could we have done such a thing to him, what have we done hyung, I hate myself so much. He was nothing but the  best friend one could ever ask, I can't believe I did such a thing to him, I..I hurt him hyung, for w...what,"

I said, looking at my hands like there was blood on it. Remembering all the things I did to him, I couldn't handle it.

They both didn't say anything, I told them everything I heard and why I was like this.

Hobi was quiet, but Tae, I would have never thought he could say what he said after hearing everything, "He's trying to lure you in Kook. He's a hypocrite, "

"How can you say such a thing about him Tae, he cares about you more than the rest of us, you and Yoongi hyung are the closest he has to a family," I said looking at him.

I saw a momentary change in the expression on his face, but I couldn't pinpoint It, it was a mixture of pain, guilt, and hurt, but what he says next made me doubt it.

"He's not my family. I can't accept such a person as my family," he says, "Tae," both me and Hobi said at the same time. "We should sleep Kook, you shouldn't make us worry over such silly things,"He said, turning his back and lying down.

"Silly things..." I scoffed I couldn't believe it, I thought he would be worse than me, but this, I could not believe it, I looked at Hobi, and I looked at me with complicated emotions on our faces, I wanted to say more but I knew he wouldn't listen, so I just layed down back facing him.

We all laid down with different thoughts on our minds. Unbeknownst to us that they will be a dent in our relationship.

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