Namjoon's pov
It has been four days since the incident. Three days ago, Hyejin came about. She was calmer than she was the day that the incident happened, but she refused to say a word.
She had been staring into space the whole time. Jin was hella worried. He's been restless. The doctor said that she might go into depression.
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My heart is beating frantically as Jin hyungs desperate cries try to reach his sister. Just five minutes ago we were in the room assigned to Jimin when a nurse rushed in, yelling for Jin to come to Hyejin's room.
We all rushed to the room. Hyejin, whom we left sleeping peacefully was holding a gun in her hands. she smiled when she saw us. "Oppa, you're here," she says, smiling at hyung.
"I wanted to see you one last time before I'm gone," she looked around the room, her eyes searching for someone. "He's not here." She mumbled her eyes downcast.
"Oppa, I'm sorry, I can't hold on any longer. H-he doesn't want me, he t-thinks I'm dirty, he hasn't c-come to meet me since I woke up, I can't hold on a-anymore oppa, I can't live on like this... I'm sorry..." The gun by her side was now pointing to her chest.
"Hyejin... n-no please don't do this to me, y-you're all I have please don't leave me, Hyejin-ah..." He said, moving closer.
"Don't move oppa, I want to properly say goodbye, don't make me leave without a proper goodbye." She said, smiling.
She looked peaceful, like she had already made up her mind her hands that was holding the gun to her chest didn't even flinch. She was ready to move on with no regrets.
"Oppa, he d-doesn't want m-me..." her tears fell, and her hand tightened on the trigger. "W-who is he, tell me, oppa will go look for him, I'll bring him here for you. P-please d-dont leave me." Jin hyung said his body barely holding his weight.
"I d-don't want to force him, I don't him to pity me, he said that I'm pure, but it was nothing but a white lie, if not he would've come to meet me." She says, shaking her head. "DON'T COME CLOSER..." She shouted when hyung moved forward. She pressed the gun tightly to her chest.
"Tell him I'm s-sorry, I was weak and I can't face him when I'm this dirty. That day was supposed to be the day I finally told him how I felt about him, I'd have been fine if he rejected me, being by his side was more than enough, I wanted to be with him in my purest form... Tell Ji..."
"Bang..."
Third person pov
It all happened in an instant, When Seokjin moved to take the gun from her hand, Hyejin shot herself to death right where her heart is. She now lay limply in his arms.
"D-doctor, Jungkook, call the doctors, hurry s-she's dying, she's leaving me." His desperate cries were all that is heard in the room as the stench of blood becomes thick in the air.
The bright red liquid stained her white robe and her milky white skin. The nude shirt on Seokjin slowly turned crimson.
The nurses rushed in with a stretcher to the ICU, were a doctor, and several other nurses were waiting.
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Beep...
'Put on a mask...'
'Scapel...'
Beep...
Beep...
'Keep the patient conscious...'
'Were loosing blood... go get a blood bag...'
Beep...
'The heart is giving up...'
Beep...
'The patient is not responding... she's not fighting...'
Beep...
Beep...
'The heart rate is low'
Beeeep...
'Get the defibrillator...'
Beeeeeeeep....
'It's not working...'
Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.....
'Time of death'
'Patient: Kim Hyejin...'
'Time of death: 9:30pm...September 21st..'
'Reason: Heart failure.'
Seokjin's pov
The deafening sound of the heart monitor thingy filled my ear, but listening to the doctors report broke my heart.
N-no it can't be, I can not lose her also, she can not leave. I don't wanna be alone, it has to be a lie. She's still alive. Maybe they didn't check properly.
The doctor exited the room with a solemn look on his face. "D-doctor..." Please say she's alive, please... tell me I'm dreaming.
"The patient died due to heart failure, I'm sorry for your loss." All my walls came crashing down as my body fell with a loud thud on the ground. Why me? Why always me? First Eoama, then Appa, and now... H-hyejin... she can't leave.
I could hear someone's pitiful cry. It was filled with sorrow, anguish, and woe. The pain, sadness, and despair was so heartbreaking. Why can't this person shut it? He's making me feel more horrible.
I felt void, an endless amount of emptiness. My brain was so empty that it failed to register that those pitiful cries were coming from my lips. That I was the one making those miserable sounds.
I could feel my body being wrapped in an embrace, but I don't know whose embrace held me so tight as if trying to protect me.
But from what... my pitiful self from falling into despair... or that small amount of anger that refuses to vanish... that vengeful part of me telling that it was someone's fault... that tiny voice telling that it was all him... if he was not here, then Hyejin would still be with me.
That devil on my shoulder who has kicked the angel away... telling me that if he hadn't tainted her, then Hyejin would've still been here with us.
Hold me tighter, please... the voices are becoming louder... they're forcing hazardous thoughts into my brain... hold me tighter, please... I don't wanna do it.
Kill him...
Kill him...
Kill him...
Help me... I screamed, holding my ears to try and block the noises. To block the annoying sounds, but alas, it's still there... loud and clear. I don't want to admit it, but nobody is forcing the thoughts into my head, my brain is just showing me what my heart desires.
Take it away, p-please. I screemed in agony, my heart wrenching so much that it was getting hard to breathe.
'Hyung...'
Someone's calling out to me...
'...Jin hyung...'
Who's that...
'Hyung, calm down, please....'
Namjoon... he's calling me... what does he want...
'You need to say goodbye...'
Goodbye... who do I need to say goodbye to.
'Hyung, she's gone...'
Hyejin... my little Hyejin... she's gone... my baby...
I snapped my eyes open, ti find myself in a room, a cold room with several beds. There is a lump on them but they are covered with white sheet.
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