Web Of Lies

3

Jimin's pov

I looked at hyungs retreating back, I wanted him to stay with me. He always tends to give me false hope that he still cares, I wanna cuddle him like old times, but I don't have that luxury anymore.

I quickly went downstairs so as not to get on the others' nerves. The last thing I wanted was getting hit in the morning. The slap yesterday left an imprint on my face, so I had to apply some makeup to hide it.

I made my way down the stairs as my room was on the second floor, I went there to see the others already eating, it didn't bother me that much, but before we'll always wait for everybody to be at the table before eating.

I greated them good morning and as usual no one bothered to answer, I wanted to sit down only to find out that two empty seat were between Taehyung and Namjoon hyung, while the other one was between Seokjin hyung and Jungkook.

I'm very terrified of Namjoon hyung, Taehyung, and Seokjin hyung. They scare me shitless cause compared to the rest they live no chance of showing me 'my place' as they like to say it.

My body was shaking as I picked up some food on my plate, I tried turning away to go back to my room to feed myself without anyone's notice, but I guess I was being delusional.

Five steps away from the table, I heard hyungs voice, without emotions as always, "where do you think you're going," my hands where shaking as tears threatened to fall from my eyes, I gripped my plate tightly afraid it will fall and get me another beating, I took in a deep breath before answering him.

"I'm g..going to e..eat in my r..room," I said my voice sounding shaky, as a tear rolled down my cheek, my body now full on shaking, I am very sure they noticed the change in me and they would surely talk about it.

"The fuck are you shaking like a leaf, quit being a pussy, and sit your ass on the chair and have your breakfast, do you take yourself as a king or something to be eating your food in your room, don't get on my nerve this morning or you'll get what's coming for you," he said his voice dangerously low.

I turned back and made my way towards Tae and Joon hyung since they hadn't said a thing to me, so maybe they were safe for breakfast.

I sat down, my body still shaking and put my food on the table, I looked up to see Yoongi hyung already looking at me, our eyes locked for a few seconds making my tense shoulders to relax a bit.

I could feel others' eyes on me as I slowly brought the food to my mouth. It tasted heavenly as always, I remember the time when I used to happily chug everything down while raining complements at hyung for his cooking, which always brought a smile to his face. But I don't think I have that privilege anymore.

I am now mostly afraid of Seokjin hyung now. He was the one that started everything after all, even though he stopped beating me after that one time, I can't forget what happened on that day.

They were all talking amongst themselves during the entire breakfast, I wanted to be involved, but I was also happy they were not paying any attention to me as that gave me the opportunity to happily eat my food.

I was done eating my food, but I was still hungry, I wanted to add some more food to my plate, but I know if I made an attempt, they might call me a pig. After weighing all the pros and cons, I decided against it. What happened before was enough drama for the day.

I was about to stand up when food was added to my plate, I looked up to see Yoongi hyung adding food to my plate. Everyone was looking at him, but he didn't care.

He looked up at me after he finished adding the food and said, "Eat properly, you haven't eaten in a long while, don't go playing one of your dirty tricks outside, I don't want the media or company being on our tails and telling us to look after you, you ain't no baby, you should not make people work for you."

Even though his words were harsh, the fact that he noticed made my heart flutter. I thanked him and began eating my food again.

After breakfast, I decided to stay in the living room all tense with my phone clutched tightly in my hands, which was sitting on my lap.

Tae, Hobi hyung, and Kook were cuddling on the couch, while Yoongi hyung was sitting on a sofa going through his phone, Joon hyung was helping Jin hyung to the dishes in the kitchen.

I wanted to be in my room ،cause that was the only place I could relax in this house, but I was afraid they'll leave me behind when the car arrived to take us to the company.

I sat there doing my best to conceal my presence while watching the trouple on the couch snuggling into each other and giving all their attention to themselves, forgetting about everybody else.

I couldn't help but wonder if that was how I would have been with Yoongi hyung if everything was the way it used to.

I couldn't help but stare longingly at them, wishing that one day everything would be okay and me and Yoongi hyung would be the way we used to be.

I quickly took my eyes off them when I noticed Kook's eyes on me, I'm so pathetic, I don't know when I developed the fear of every member here.

I can't even look at them in the eye without my heart quivering in fear. It subconsciously enveloped my entire heart that I'm afraid to even breathe the same air as them.

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SpadeZ