I hate you. || woosan ||

||part 11||

Wooyoung Pov:

Some days went by and I pretty much had little to no interactions with San. Sure we said hi to each other and had some normal conversations but nothing else. I'm back to sitting with yunho at lunch. It's pretty much like nothing ever happened.

To be honest I like it this way, I just wish San would pay more attention to me. I keep thinking about that night and morning we spent together a few days ago. How he held me and how he cared for me made my heart flutter. No, that's an understatement. It made my heart run 2 laps through my whole body and do 3 backflips after that. I saw a side of San that I didn't know I would love so much. Didn't even know he had it in him to care so much about a person. Well maybe he cared this much for his friends. But for me this was definitely new.

"Woo..."

Anyways, I'm busy with school now. The first trimester is coming to an end. So I have a lot of tests and projects I need to study for.

"Woo?"

"What the fuck? Where did you come from?!"
I exclaimed when I saw San standing right behind me while I was sat at my desk. He chuckled as he put his hand on my shoulder.

"I called your name like 5 times, how did you not hear me?"

"Oh, lost in thoughts I guess...anyway what's wrong? Why did you come here?" I asked as I raised my eyebrow and turned around on my desk chair, facing San.

"First of all, are you busy?" He asked. Oh, I know where this is going. About Damn time we did something again. My face started flushing a light shade of pink.

"N-no, I'm not." I was. I definitely was. I need to study. But I'll make time for him.

"Great, so... Uhm." I was just waiting for him to say the words. I started fidgeting with my fingers out of nervousness and excitement.

"I just wanted to say I'm sorry." He said with a loud sigh. That wasn't what I expected. Not even close. I flushed to a darker shade of pink out of embarrassment. But I tried to hide it.

What does he mean. Sorry for what?

"S-sorry for what?.."

"For treating you the way I did the past 2 months. I'm sorry for shoving you to the ground, yelling at you, taking advantage of you...I don't know why I acted like this. I have been thinking about it a lot recently and I just feel so bad, woo. I said so many nasty things to you a few nights ago and I really want to make it all up to you. You really didn't deserve the things I did to you." San said. He didn't look me in the eyes. Not even once. His eyes were fixed on the ground. I could hear so many emotions in his voice.

There I went again. My heart went crazy. He was really apologising to me...

"San...- you- you didn't take advantage of me. And I also said nasty things to you. I should be apologising too, I was just as bad I think..." I said the last words softly. I tried to not think about the horrible events that occurred between me and San at Yunho's dorm, but now he brought it up again, it made me start to tear up again.

I stood up from my chair and looked San directly into the eyes before I wrapped my arms around his neck to hug him tightly. San responded by wrapping his strong arms around my waist. Pulling me even closer. Our chests now pressed together.

Soft sniffles could be heard all throughout my room. I couldn't keep it in anymore. All my pent up emotions were coming out. I didn't care. I was safe. Safe in San's arms.