I hate you. || woosan ||

|| part 14 ||

San Pov:

"Mhm!~ fuck!.."

Yeosang moaned as he came all over his stomach. I pulled out of the boy and pulled him off the counter, closer to me. We just stood there for a few minutes, appreciating the calmness.

"So it really is true" Yeosang started. "The Choi brothers really are hot. Well, at least one of them is."

I just chuckled to that.
"Hm, are we now. Is jongho your next victim?" I asked. It would be horribly wrong if he is also after my brother, but it wouldn't surprise me if he would be.

"Hmm maybe, maybe not." He said as he gave me a wink.

"Go shower. You don't want to reek of sex when you go Back to sunhee." I said as I let go of his waist and started pulling of the condom. I pulled it off and tied a knot into it before throwing it into the bin which stood right next to my bathroom sink.

"Alright..." he sighed. "One thing though. I didn't expect you to be gay, but I am so glad you are-"

"I'm not fucking gay." I bit back. I immediately calmed down when I saw Yeosangs shocked expression. "I'm not gay, I just like having sex." I repeated softly.

"O-oh, sorry, for Uhm..- assuming. I just thought that-"

"Just get out. Shower in sunhee's room." I said as i pinched my nose bridge. The distraction was only temporary. Thoughts about sunhee and wooyoung all came flooding back into my head.

Don't get me wrong. Yeosang was a great fuck. He let me do whatever I wanted and he sounded so good. But nothing compares to him. To wooyoung. His movements, his voice, his words. He was just incredible. Fuck. Wooyoung.

I don't want to think about him. I really fucking hate him. Suddenly all of the memories from earlier this evening came flooding back. My conversation with jongho. Jongho talking to my dad about who knows what. I should just prepare myself for the worst. ...would Jongho really snitch on me? We don't have the best relationship, but he's still my brother.
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The rest of the weekend flew by. I talked with mom most of the time  and did my best to avoid everyone besides her. I just can't face sunhee anymore after what I did with her boyfriend. About him, he actually left me alone. I thought he would seek for my attention more often but he didn't, which I really appreciated.

Wooyoung also continued to text me. He kept asking what was wrong, if I was okay or if something happened. I kinda felt bad for leaving him on read all of the time, but I really didn't want to talk to him. I still don't forgive him for telling Jongho. If anyone in the school or even worse, my friend group, found out I sleep with men, especially with Wooyoung, my whole reputation and pretty much my whole life would be destroyed. I kinda hate that they do, but my friends all think Wooyoung is weird. The rumours about me being "gay" would be everywhere if someone found out. I really fucking hate rumours, especially if they're bullshit. Like, I'm not gay. Yes, I fuck guys, but that's something else. It's not like I am in love with guys. There are no feelings involved.

"Sannie! Baby! Your uber is here!" My mom suddenly yelled from down the stairs. I let out a sigh as I grabbed my bag and headed down the stairs.

"There you are" she said as she grabbed my shoulders. She looked me in the eye as the continued. "I'll miss you so much sannie. Please try to make time for us with Christmas break. And call often!"

"I will mom, don't worry." I said as I pulled her into a big hug.

"Now go back to your roommate. Tell him I said hi!" I mentally rolled my eyes. I knew I wasn't gonna do that, but I can't tell her that.