I hate you. || woosan ||

|| part 17 ||

San pov:

"Where have you been?!" I heard seongwha say as the door opened. I was in hongjoongs bedroom but I could hear their fight start through the walls.

"Baby, calm down. I just went to talk to him-"

"I thought I told you to leave him!

"Babe, can't you see they're both unhappy? I don't like seeing them like this. I heard wooyoung out and it's all a big misunderstanding." Hongjoong said. Yeah right. Like he accidentally told Jongho about us sleeping together and he also accidentally fucks with some other person.

"Hongjoong, I am serious. How can this be a misunderstanding? They both need time. Well, San does. I don't care about Wooyoung."

"Baby, don't be so rude. You haven't even heard his side. This is way harder on him than you think."

"Don't call me baby right now!" I only now realised the pet names they were calling each other. Were they...dating? I shifted in hongjoongs bed. I faced the wall and tried to ignore the fight. I don't want them to fight over this.

"Don't speak to me like that." Hongjoong sternly said.

"I told you to not talk to Wooyoung! Why didn't you listen to me? I know what's best for San!"

"Maybe you do! But you don't know what's best for wooyoung! He is also hurting!" Then it fell silent. The more I heard of the fight the more worried I got about Wooyoung. Hongjoong was right. I have seongwha and hongjoong to help me, care for me. But wooyoung had nobody.

"Listen seongwha." Hongjoong calmly continued after a short while. "I get that you are worried about San, I also am. But we can't just leave Wooyoung. He also needs comfort. If you let me tell you Wooyoung's side, you will see it wasn't his fault. That he couldn't do anything about all of this, please?"

"What's wrong, seongwha..." hongjoong said. I heard soft sobs coming from the living room.

"I-I'm sorry... I just can't. I feel so bad, Hongjoong."

"About what? It's okay you know you can tell me everything." Hongjoong said in a soothing way.

"I should've never said that to Wooyoung... even though I am mad at him I-i just can't help but feel terrible! He trusted me and told me about what had happened to him in the past and this is what I do." What did seongwha mean? What happened to wooyoung? And even better, what did seongwha say to wooyoung?

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Hongjoong pov:

I sat down on the couch where we were standing next to and pulled the crying boy on my lap.

"Oh baby, come here." I said. He straddled my lap and put his face in the crook of my neck. I felt his tears touch my skin. "It's okay. You can cry..." I stroked his raven coloured hair and peppered the side of his face with small kisses. Even though I am a little mad at him, I hate seeing him sad. He doesn't deserve to feel like that.

We just sat like that for a while. I switched between stroking his hair and caressing his back. Eventually seongwha stopped crying, but he didn't get off me. Not like I wanted him to. It was comfortable. Being close to seongwha felt good. It made me feel better.

"Can I get a kiss?" Seongwha said with a small pout as he pulled back from the embrace.

"Of course, you don't have to ask, baby." I replied with a small chuckle.

Seongwha connected our lips. It felt emotional, but it also felt good. I felt good because I know I am the only one who gets these kisses. Seongwha pulled back to catch his breath and he looked me in the eyes.